Текст и перевод песни Fatih Kısaparmak - Sen Gelince Aklıma

Sen Gelince Aklıma

Unutmadim seni
Napdiysam unutamadim
Yalanim yok, sevemedim senden sonra kimseyi
Vermedim yüregimi, aldanmadim
Aglamadim her gidenin ardindan
Gözlerimi yatiripda uzaklara beklemedim
Tutkuyu bilmedim
Kapilmayi, özlemlerimi unutup yenilmedim
O hain sanci hic kivrandirmadi senden sonra
Sevdigimi söylemedim kimseye
Ve sevilmedim
Simdi eskilerden kalma bir sarkisin dilime doladigim
Hüzün cicegimsin, solduramadigim
Unutamadigimsin, unutamadigim

Sen gelince aklima, aglamak varya
Yaz günü subati yasamak varya
Aktikca biriktin, aktikca biriktin duygularimda
Aktikca biriktin, aktikca biriktin yanaklarimda

Sen gelince aklima gizli gizli aglarim
Sarkilara dert yanarim
Sen gelince aklima iclenir kahrederim,
Vurulurum, kanarim

Dedimya yalanim yok
Sevemedim senden sonra
Düsünmedim senden baska kimseyi
Dizlerinde uyumadim, siginmadim cocuk gibi
Gögüsünde aglamadim
Aska asik olmadim yeniden
Aynalarda düzeltmedim saclarimi
Dudaklarimi boyamadim
O kirmizi elbisemi hic giymedim senden sonra
Ve hic güzel bulmadim kendimi
Hatirlarmisin, en cok gülüsümü severdin
Ne cok güldürürdün beni
Senden sonra hic gülmedim
Senden sonra sofralar hazirlamadim, mumlu cicekli
Saganda yumurtayi agzima bile sürmedim

Önlü arkali bir kasete cektigimiz
O sarikiyi hic dinlemedim, dinliyemedim
Sakladim mektublarini
Resimlerini yakmadim
Ve kackereler, kackereler cevrip de
Konusmaya cesaret edemedigim
O telefon numarasini hic unutmadim

Sen gelince aklima, aglamak varya
Yaz günü subati yasamak varya
Aktikca biriktin, aktikca biriktin duygularimda
Aktikca biriktin, aktikca biriktin yanaklarimda

Sen gelince aklima gizli gizli aglarim
Sarkilara dert yanarim
Sen gelince aklima iclenir kahrederim,
Vurulurum, kanarim

Ilk vurgunum, son gözagrim
Dinmedi icimde sizin
Bu kancinci gece yanlizim
Simdi kim siirler okur sabahlara dek
Ellerim hangi elleri tutar rüyasiz
Kime baksam seni görüyorum
Sen gelince aklima aglamak varya
Aktikca biriktin duygularimda
Yillarca gelisini bekledim
Bana dönüsünü
Hicbirsey dindirmedi hasretini
Yoklugunu silmedi en aci ölümler bile
Ben hep seni hatirladim
Yeni dogmus bir bebegin ilk cigiliginda
Gec kalinmis sevdalarin aksamlarinda
Ve sen vardin birzamanlar ölüsiye sevenlerin ayriliginda
Sen gelince aklima aglamak varya
Beklemek, can cekisen bir türküdür artik
Dilimde yürükler parcalayan
Umut soguk duvarlarin ardinda kaldi
Sen gelmez oldun
Sen gelince aklima aglamak varya
Böyle sevmek olmaz olsun
Olmaz olsun...

Sen Gelince Aklıma

I can't forget you
I've tried everything, but I can't forget you
Honestly, I haven't been able to love anyone since you
I haven't given my heart away, I haven't been fooled
I haven't cried over everyone who's left
I haven't lain down with my eyes closed, waiting for you in the distance
I haven't known passion
I haven't given in, I haven't forgotten my longings
That treacherous pain hasn't twisted me up since you
I haven't told anyone I love you
And I haven't been loved
Now an old song comes to my mind
You're my flower of sorrow, I can't let you fade
I can't forget you, I can't forget you

When you come to my mind, I cry
It's like living in February in the middle of summer
You've gathered in my feelings, you've gathered in my feelings
You've gathered on my cheeks, you've gathered on my cheeks

When you come to my mind, I cry secretly
I complain to the songs
When you come to my mind, I grieve and mourn
I get shot, I bleed

I told you I'm honest
I haven't loved anyone since you
I haven't thought of anyone but you
I haven't slept on your lap, I haven't cuddled up to you like a child
I haven't cried on your chest
I haven't fallen in love with love again
I haven't fixed my hair in the mirror
I haven't put on lipstick
I haven't worn that red dress since you
And I've never found myself beautiful
Do you remember, you loved my smile the most
How you used to make me laugh
I haven't laughed since you
I haven't set the table with candles and flowers since you
I haven't even put an egg in my pan

That cassette tape we made, front and back
I've never listened to that yellow tape, I couldn't listen to it
I hid your letters
I didn't burn your pictures
And the cockroaches, the cockroaches
I haven't had the courage to talk to
That phone number I never forgot

When you come to my mind, I cry
It's like living in February in the middle of summer
You've gathered in my feelings, you've gathered in my feelings
You've gathered on my cheeks, you've gathered on my cheeks

When you come to my mind, I cry secretly
I complain to the songs
When you come to my mind, I grieve and mourn
I get shot, I bleed

My first crush, my last heartbreak
This pain has never stopped inside me
This is the thousandth night I'm alone
Now who will read poems until dawn
Whose hands will hold mine without dreams
I see you in everyone I look at
When you come to my mind, I cry
You've gathered in my feelings
For years I've been waiting for you to come
To return to me
Nothing has eased my longing
Not even the most painful deaths have erased your absence
I have always remembered you
In the first cry of a newborn baby
In the evenings of belated loves
And you were there once in the separation of lovers who loved each other to death
When you come to my mind, I cry
Waiting is a dying song now
A song that tears through words
Hope has been left behind cold walls
You never came back
When you come to my mind, I cry
Let this love be damned
May it be damned...