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Ben Bilirim

Bu karanlığın ortası eyvah
Vazgeçtiğim anılar yanılsa ben bilirim
Bunu ben bilirim
Kendime verdiğim sözleri tutsam tutsam
Bu karanlığın ortası eyvah
Tutulduğum gözler yanılsa ben bilirim
Bunu ben bilirim

Düşmüşüm uçurumlardan eyvah eyvah
Yanılmışım nereden bileyim
Yanılmışım kendi içimdeki gel gitlerden ah
Bunu ben bilirim

Sıkılmışım yakınlarımdan eyvah
Sana kapılmışım yine nereden bileyim
Akıllanır belki bu naçiz ruhum ah
Nereden bileyim
Nereden bileyim

İstediğin kadar yakınlık
İstemediğin kadar kötüyüm al
Gizlediğim kadar layığım
Gizlediğim kadar kötüyüm al

İzlediğim kadar yakındım
İzlediğin kadar kötüyüm al
İzlediğin kadar layığım ah
Nereden bileyim

I Know

This darkness in the middle, oh
If the memories I gave up on were wrong, I would know
I would know this
If only I kept the promises I made to myself
This darkness in the middle, oh
If the eyes I was captivated by were deceiving, I would know
I would know this

I've fallen from cliffs, oh, oh
I was wrong, how could I have known?
I was wrong, from the turmoil within me, oh
I would know this

I'm tired of those close to me, oh
I've fallen for you again, how could I have known?
Maybe this humble soul of mine will learn, oh
How could I have known?
How could I have known?

As much closeness as you want
As much bad as you don't want, take it
As much as I hide, I'm worthy
As much as I hide, I'm bad, take it

As much as I watched, I was close
As much as you watched, I'm bad, take it
As much as you watched, I'm worthy, oh
How could I have known?