Текст и перевод песни Ferman - Bilmekteyim

Bilmekteyim

Deseydin en basinda olmaz öyle diyenleri
Inandirmasamda Gözümü kapali tercih ettigim
Bir Yalan var ortada inandikca Aciyi paylas ortaya
Bi bakarsinda geriye kalani bu bos Sayfa hala...
Demek ki hic bir Anlami yok bu Sürtüsmenin
Ne sonu kalir ne sade kalani olur
Bu Gün terk et eski Rüyalarini baskalarina ada
Cünkü cikmazin bi baska Yolunu arama
Cünkü cikmazin bu cikmazim...
Neden hala ordasin ve bilmemekteyim
Elimi neden birakip gittin hala bilmemekteyim
Önce indir Gözlerini bi baska banada bakana dek
Bi birini aramasin o Gözlerin bi baska Tenide bulana dek...
Ne varsa Elimde al git bi baska Care kalmadi
Seni anlatarak kusmak gerekmiydi var Sayim
La Hayallerim esittir Kader neyin olursa olsun
Bi baska Bahari al seninleyken zaman dursun...

Biliyorum bu Gün olmasanda sana kandim ben
Yarin olmasanda cok alismisken
Vazgectin sen unut artik der beni taniyan herkesler...

Tamam gelme!...Tamam gelme!
Git Rüyalarimda bile ben artik seni sevmem
Elimde degil Isminin yazdigi Yüzük
Merak etme bi Gün senide bulur o tek kisilik Hüzün...
Neden Kabus oldun Hayallerimin Sahibiyken
Ihanetine maruz oldum Sözde Askin Hakimiyken
Neden? Neden be söyle Sevgilim
Sen degilmiydin hic birakmam diyenlerden degildim ben...

Yüregine sor seni nasil sevmistim ah
Deliler gibi ben inanki cok zor
Vazgectin sen unut artik der beni taniyan herkesler...

Biliyorum bu Gün olmasanda sana kandim ben,
Yarin olmasanda cok alismisken,
Vazgectin sen unut artik der beni taniyan herkesler...

Knowing

Had you told me this wouldn't work right from the get go
Though I couldn't persuade you, you were my blind choice
There's a lie in the middle, believe it and pain is brought
Maybe you'll look back and this blank page will still remain
So it means this friction is meaningless
There's no end to it, and nothing left
Today, leave your old dreams to others
Because don't look for another path to this dead end
Because this dead end is mine...
Why are you still there and I don't know it
Why did you leave my hand, I still don't know it
First lower your eyes until you see someone else
May those eyes not look for each other until finding another body
Whatever is in my hand, take it, there's no other choice
Did I need to vomit by describing you, I had a chance
Hey my dreams are my fate, whatever might be
Take another spring with you, let time stop

I know that even though you're not here today, I believed you
Even if you're not here tomorrow, I'm too used to you
You gave up, now forget, everyone who knew me says...

Okay, don't come!...Okay, don't come!
Go away from my dreams, too, I won't love you anymore
I can't help it, the ring with your name on it
Don't worry, one day that singular sadness will find you, too
Why did you become a nightmare, when you were the owner of my dreams?
I was subjected to your betrayal, when you were supposedly the sovereign of love
Why? Why, my love, tell me
Weren't you one of those who said you'd never leave me?

Ask your heart how I loved you, ah
Like a madman, believe me, it's very hard
You gave up, now forget, everyone who knew me says...

I know that even though you're not here today, I believed you,
Even if you're not here tomorrow, I'm too used to you,
You gave up, now forget, everyone who knew me says...