Текст и перевод песни Freezy Trap feat. Da Joka - Kopfsoch

Kopfsoch

Eigentlich bin i ned zufrieden mit mir
I denk zvü noch, donn übaleg i: Wos konn i denn dafia
Bin so geborn, und mei Eigenschoft is so
Des soit i akzeptiern – eigentlich a so
Doch öfters foits ma schwa, moch mi söwa fertig
Mei Hirn zreißts, bis i wieda auf da Erd lieg
Monchmoi konn i ned umgeh mit meiner Denkweise
Siach in Gedonkn an Grobn und lenk eine
Kumm wieda zu mir und frog mi, wos i do docht hob
Wie des geht, dass Gedonkn kumman und i bin mochtlos
Donn vastö i mi söwa, warum i Sochn denk
De i ned denkn wü und de i nie mochn kennt
Denk ma oft, warum i mi so einesteiger
Wü des donn ändern, doch i moch leida weida
Wieda moi a Kompf mit mir, denn i beendn wü
Und des schaff i, i lenk ins Zü

In meim Kopf rennt da Füm, bis die Roin a End hot
Gedonkn schwirrn afoch täglich und endlos
Wie soi i weida mochn, soi i weida denga
Zu mir zu steh ois Mensch muas i leida kenna
In meim Kopf rennt da Füm, bis die Roin a End hot
Gedonkn schwirrn afoch täglich und endlos
Wie soi i weida mochn, soi i weida denga
Zu mir zu steh ois Mensch muas i leida kenna

De Wöd wird imma lauta, stimmen wichtiger Menschen leiser
Hob a scho so oft gschrian owa mittlerweile bin i heiser
Kann und will das nicht mehr
Wer is des do den i scho wieda rean hea, weil as nimma bockt
S Lem rennt imma schnölla, s Lem rennt imma kiaza
Schrei nur weida während i mir wos ins Hirn zah
Antidepressiva, Antipsychotika
Wü des ned, owa Depression is da Weltenlohn
Und du schreist mi o, wos i mir dabei denk
Während i drau scheiter das i mei leben lenk
In de richtige Richtung, in de richtige Bahn
Moch du nur weida, owa her auf an mir zu zahn
Bin scho zu oft gscheitert, bin a scho zu oft gfoin
Woa scho oft soweit, des mit mein leben zu zoin
Owa bin imma no do, a wenns nur a Hülle is
Trotzdem in mir a großer Traum, der no zu erfüllen is

In meim Kopf rennt da Füm, bis die Roin a End hot
Gedonkn schwirrn afoch täglich und endlos
Wie soi i weida mochn, soi i weida denga
Zu mir zu steh ois Mensch muas i leida kenna
In meim Kopf rennt da Füm, bis die Roin a End hot
Gedonkn schwirrn afoch täglich und endlos
Wie soi i weida mochn, soi i weida denga
Zu mir zu steh ois Mensch muas i leida kenna

Die Sinnhoftigkeit versteh i momentan ned
Varruckte Sochn de i moch, wö mei Wahn red
Des Resultat is egal, die Aktion is, die i brauch
Und im söbn Atemzug bin belogn und beraubt
I füh mi la, wie in am schwoazn Loch
I glaub i konn wos mochn, doch woat donn doch
Wad bereit fia a Runde wia a Koatnstoß
Doch leida bin i obhängig von zvü Cortison
Die Sinnhoftigkeit versteht a momentan ned
Varruckte Sochn de a mocht, wö sei Wahn red
Des Resultat is egal, die Aktion is, die a braucht
Und im söbn Atemzug is er belogn und beraubt
Er füht si la, wie in am schwoazn Loch
Er glaubt er konn wos mochn, owa er woat donn doch
Wad bereit fia a Runde wia a Koatnstoß
Doch leida is a obhängig von zvü Cortison

In meim Kopf rennt da Füm, bis die Roin a End hot
Gedonkn schwirrn afoch täglich und endlos
Wie soi i weida mochn, soi i weida denga
Zu mir zu steh ois Mensch muas i leida kenna
In meim Kopf rennt da Füm, bis die Roin a End hot
Gedonkn schwirrn afoch täglich und endlos
Wie soi i weida mochn, soi i weida denga
Zu mir zu steh ois Mensch muas i leida kenna

Head Cinema

Actually, I'm not satisfied with myself
I think too much, then I wonder: What can I do about it?
I was born this way, and my character is like this
I should accept it – it's actually like that
But often it's hard for me, I wear myself down
My brain is tearing apart, until I lie on the ground again
Sometimes I can't handle my way of thinking
I see a ditch in my thoughts and steer towards it
I come back to myself and ask myself, what I was thinking
How it happens that thoughts come and I am powerless
Then I understand myself, why I think things
That I don't want to think and that I could never do
I often think about why I let myself get so down
I want to change it, but I keep doing it
Again a fight with myself, because I want to end it
And I manage it, I steer towards the goal

In my head the film runs, until the role has an end
Thoughts buzz around daily and endlessly
How should I continue, should I keep thinking
To stand by myself as a human being, I must be able to suffer
In my head the film runs, until the role has an end
Thoughts buzz around daily and endlessly
How should I continue, should I keep thinking
To stand by myself as a human being, I must be able to suffer

The world is getting louder and louder, the voices of important people quieter
I've already screamed so often, but by now I'm hoarse
I can't and won't do this anymore
Who is this here, that I bring here again, because it doesn't work anymore
Life is running faster and faster, life is running shorter and shorter
Just keep screaming while I bite something into my brain
Antidepressants, antipsychotics
I don't want that, but depression is the reward of the world
And you yell at me, what I'm thinking
While I'm failing to steer my life
In the right direction, in the right lane
Just keep doing it, but stop biting at me
I've already failed too often, I've already fallen too often
I've often been ready to pay with my life
But I'm still here, even if it's just a shell
Still a big dream inside me that is yet to be fulfilled

In my head the film runs, until the role has an end
Thoughts buzz around daily and endlessly
How should I continue, should I keep thinking
To stand by myself as a human being, I must be able to suffer
In my head the film runs, until the role has an end
Thoughts buzz around daily and endlessly
How should I continue, should I keep thinking
To stand by myself as a human being, I must be able to suffer

I don't understand the meaningfulness right now
Crazy things I do because my delusion talks
The result doesn't matter, the action is what I need
And in the same breath I am lied to and robbed
I feel empty, like in a black hole
I think I can do something, but then I wait
I'm ready for a round like a card game
But unfortunately I'm addicted to too much cortisone
He doesn't understand the meaningfulness right now either
Crazy things he does because his delusion talks
The result doesn't matter, the action is what he needs
And in the same breath he is lied to and robbed
He feels empty, like in a black hole
He thinks he can do something, but then he waits
He's ready for a round like a card game
But unfortunately he's addicted to too much cortisone

In my head the film runs, until the role has an end
Thoughts buzz around daily and endlessly
How should I continue, should I keep thinking
To stand by myself as a human being, I must be able to suffer
In my head the film runs, until the role has an end
Thoughts buzz around daily and endlessly
How should I continue, should I keep thinking
To stand by myself as a human being, I must be able to suffer