Текст и перевод песни Ghostygand - Nihil

Nihil

Refleksi dikaca, hati bertanya curiga
Tertunduk lesu wajah diam sepertiku afasia
Realitas jiwa, apa semua ini nyata?
Nyata yang ku rasa jika semua tentang luka

Ku tak harap mereka kan bisa selalu mengerti
Persetan mereka, karna mereka tak pernah terlihat peduli
Kurasa saatnya lakukan hal yang sama
Ku pikir ku kan lebih baik jika mati rasa

Meradang luka ku yang terbuka
Karena selalu ku bawa lari, seolah tak apa
Dunia sudah terasa seperti Neraka
Apapun yang kau beri seolah tak ada beda

Berjanji pada diriku, lebih baik
Senyum diwajahku t'rasa begitu pelik
Malam t'rasa panjang, coba bertahan malam ini
Seperti yang ku lakukan bagai sebuah anomali

Dan selalu saja semua harap hilang
Gelap, lenyap setiap saat

Jiwaku nihil (nihil)
Kau harap apa? (Harap apa?)
Jiwa meredup seperti mentari senja (mentari senja)
Sesak (sesak)
Didalam benak (didalam benak)
Terlalu banyak suara yang berteriak (berteriak)

Nihil (nihil)
Kau harap apa? (Harap apa?)
Jiwa meredup seperti mentari senja (mentari senja)
Sesak (sesak)
Didalam benak (didalam benak)
Terlalu banyak suara yang berteriak

Jiwaku nihil (nihil)
Kau harap apa? (Harap apa?)
Jiwa meredup seperti mentari senja (mentari senja)
Sesak (sesak)
Didalam benak (didalam benak)
Terlalu banyak suara yang berteriak (berteriak)

Nihil

My reflection in the mirror, my mind suspecting
I look down, my face silent, like I have aphasia
The reality of my soul, is this all real?
It's true that I feel as if all is about pain

I don't expect them to ever understand
Fuck them, they never seemed to care
I think it's time to do the same
I guess I'll be better if I become numb

Inflames my open wounds
Because I always carry them around as if it's nothing
The world already feels like Hell
Whatever you give me seems to make no difference

Promising myself to be better
The smile on my face feels so strange
The night feels long, try to survive tonight
Like what I do as an anomaly

And it always happens that all hope is lost
Darkness, gone every moment

My soul is nihil (nihil)
What do you expect? (Expect what?)
My soul is dim like the setting sun (setting sun)
Tight (tight)
In my mind (in my mind)
Too many voices screaming (screaming)

Nihil (nihil)
What do you expect? (Expect what?)
My soul is dim like the setting sun (setting sun)
Tight (tight)
In my mind (in my mind)
Too many voices screaming

My soul is nihil (nihil)
What do you expect? (Expect what?)
My soul is dim like the setting sun (setting sun)
Tight (tight)
In my mind (in my mind)
Too many voices screaming (screaming)