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Vaļā

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Vai es to kaut kur biju lasījis, vai man kāds pie

Is that something I read somewhere, or did someone mention at the

Kafijas tasītes bija stāstījis, ka viņš bija lasījis

Café that he read that

Esot jāatsakās no kaut kā, lai kaut ko iegūtu vaļā ir

You need to give up something to get something out of

Jālaiž,

Letting go,

Smelsies savādāk pāri malai.

The strange thing is you are overflowing.

Uztvēru es šo faktu pasīvi, tā, lai zinātu, ja man kāds

I took this fact passively, so that I could understand, if someone

Prasītu, jo ar sevi to nevarēju sasiet,

Asked me, because I couldn't connect it to myself,

Jā, esmu apkrāvies ar paunām un vēl tēmēju uz jaunām,

Yes, I am burdened with legions and still reaching for new ones,

Ticiet man, dažiem ir vēl ļaunāk.

Trust me, some people are even less fortunate.

Man tikai rūp, lai garderobē nav robu:

My only concern is that my wardrobe doesn't have any holes:

Daži krekli ar logotipu "Skops", džemperi, kas visu

Some shirts with the "Stingy" logo, sweaters that

Mūžu grauž, jo uz tiem ir uzšūts "Skauž", Bikses

Always gnaw, because they have "Envy" sewn on them, Pants

Lielībā ražotas, mīksti slinkuma kažoki, es tā kā

Made in Arroganz, soft and fluffy coats of sloth, I'm sort of

Daudzi – lepnumā, spītā – varētu izmest kaudzi, bet

Like many others - in pride, in spite - could throw out a pile, but

Rītam?

Tomorrow?

Vaļā,

Open,

Mana mēle raisies vaļā,

My tongue dissolves open,

Skaļāk, dziesma jānospēlē skaļāk,

Louder, the song must be played louder,

Vaļā, apziņa man raisās vaļā,

Open, my consciousness unfolds open,

Jāļauj vecai zālei iznīkt tā, lai ir, kur dīgt zaļai.

Letting go of the old grass so that there is room for the green to grow.

Un ja nu sabrucis kas vai arī pazudis sen,

And if something has collapsed or been lost long ago,

Atkal kopā vāksies pa daļām,

It will come together again in parts,

Kā agrā aprīlī asni jaunu dzīvību dzen,

Just as in early April, shoots sprout new life,

Tā man būs pamosties un vērties vaļā,

That's how I will wake up and open up,

Vaļā.

Open.

Bet

But

Tad žoklis atkārās, klau, jo apstākļi atvarā rāva, kad

Then my jaw dropped, because circumstances forced me open when

Vismazāk biju gatavs es tam

I was least prepared for it

Es dedzīgi spurojos pretī un vēl noraujos par lecību

I zealously resisted and even complained about the leak

Zin, ko par atvariem stāsta, vecīt?

Do you know what they say about leaks, old man?

Tiek no tiem ārā tie, kuri ļaujās, tie, kuri paši peld

It's only those who let go, those who swim by themselves who get out of them

Lejā, bez kaujas

Down, without a fight

Kā tiku ārā, spļāvu saujās, mest ārā, uzskatu, vajag

When I got out, I spat in my hands, and started to throw things out, in my opinion, you should

Man, to, kas nav aiztikts pusgada laikā, vēl ap kaudzi

For me, anything that hasn't been touched in half a year, and around the pile

Drusku tā staigāju.

I walked around a bit like that.

Domāju – zin, kā - ja, bet

I think - you know, what if - but

Tomēr noder un ja tas nāk atpakaļ modē

It is still useful and if it comes back into fashion

Ko man atkal skraidīt pa bodēm?

Why should I run around the shops again?

Iekšā viss man burtiski vārās, šaubas kā blenderī maļās,

Inside, everything is literally boiling in me, doubts are churning like a blender,

Nē, tomēr jāmet tā kaudze ir ārā

No, this pile really has to go out

Dzirdi? Paver tās durvis vaļā!

Can you hear me? Open those doors!