Текст и перевод песни Gülay - Geri Dönülmez Yoldayım

Geri Dönülmez Yoldayım

Dostum öldü dün topraga indirdim,
Kendim gömdüm anlatmasi bir hayli zor
Acisi sönmeyen bir kor yanar bu kalpte sonunda sende çekip gittin hee!!
Yarim kalan hayallerinle mahkûm ettin maziye biz ayni yerdeyiz yine
Sense bizsiz simdi nerde kapali
Gözlerinle terk ettigin evin ailen kederde
Bense dertle suskunum ve saskin halde beklide yalandir diye umutluyum
Kizginim birazda sana onca yilin hatrina vedasiz ayrilmakmi reva
Kalkip baksana arkadaslarin kabir basinda
Helal olsun varsa hakkim bir degil de bin defa
Yirmi üç yasinda umutlara zamansiz elveda
Sararmisti yüzün dönüp baktigimda son defa
Acelemizmi vardi sanki gömdük tam bir dakikada
Kaçacak miydin ki dostum çaktik dokuz tane tahta
Vefasiz olma arada bir misafir ol rüyama
Eskilerden lafla varsin senden olsun her bir tafra
Bir yani bos ve tadida yok sensiz kurdugumuz sofra
Rabba isyan degil bu mektup yazdim ben bi dosta
Arada gözlerim dolar gülüsünü hatirladikça dostum elveda

Sende terk edipte gitme görürsen aglarken üzülme
Biryani mezara gömdük senle çok severmisiz megerse
Sen yasarsin bu kalpte artik geriye dönmesende
Dün yanimda bugün nerde adina dünya denen kahpe
çekti yüzüne perde iste burasi böyle sahte
Bir gün güldürürse elbet aglatir bir günde yüzün hüzünlü son resimde

Kabrinde kar var gözümde yas içimde yanar ates
Gömüp döndük seni ve sen soguktan üsümedin mi kardes
Hayatta sirt dönenlerin simdi alayi es
Bes kurusluk maskelerinin ardi maskeden beles ve
Rast gelirsen sen yüzles utanmadan kisner kalles
Birkaç gebes duayi kesip yolda dedikoduyla pes
Yarami desme der sorunca hazir gözlerinde yas
üzülme sen dostlarin var özleyip içten seven
Isminin telaffuzunda kâh gülüp hüzünlenen
Yakismamis son elbisen büyük sanki iki beden
Beni avuntu söyleten dört bayram sensiz geçen ve yok nesem
Son nefeste yüzünü dahi görmeden ansizin çekip giden bedende
Sen yoktun neden eceldi dostu gömdüren ölümdü kefeni giydiren
Geri dönülmez diyarlarda tek bi basina senmisin?
Biz hasretinle kahrolurken sende bizi özlermisin biyerden
Izlediysen sayet aglayip gülermisin saka yapipta assam siniri
Sirt dönüp gidermisin dün neseyken ortaminda bugün bize kedermisin
Saysam bütün dertlerimi bikmadan dinlermisin
Elalemin kalemi düzgün bizimkisi kadermisin

Sende terk edipte gitme görürsen aglarken üzülme
Biryani mezara gömdük senle çok severmisiz megerse
Sen yasarsin bu kalpte artik geriye dönmesende
Dün yanimda bugün nerde adina dünya denen kahpe
Çekti yüzüne perde iste burasi böyle sahte
Bir gün güldürürse elbet aglatir bir günde yüzün hüzünlü son resimde

The Road of No Return

My friend died yesterday, I laid him to rest in the ground,
I buried him myself, it's quite hard to explain.
The pain burns like an ember that never fades in this heart, in the end, you left too, oh!!
You condemned me to the past with our unfinished dreams, we are still in the same place
Where are you now, closed off from us?
Your family is grieving, in the house you abandoned with your eyes closed.
I am silent with sorrow and in a state of shock, maybe I am hopeful that it's a lie.
I am also angry with you, after all these years, is it fair to leave without saying goodbye?
Get up and look, your friends are at your graveside.
May it be lawful, if I have any right, not once but a thousand times.
At the age of twenty-three, a premature farewell to hopes.
Your face had turned yellow when I looked back one last time.
As if we were in a hurry, we buried you in just a minute.
Where were you going to escape, my friend, that we nailed nine pieces of wood?
Don't be unfaithful, visit my dreams once in a while.
Let every boast be from you, with words from the old days.
The table we set without you is empty on one side and has no taste.
This is not a rebellion against God, I wrote this letter to a friend.
Sometimes my eyes fill with tears as I remember your smile, my friend, farewell.

Don't you leave me too, don't be sad if you see me crying.
We buried biryani in the grave with you, we used to love it together, didn't we?
You live in this heart now, even if you don't come back.
Yesterday by my side, where are you today, this bitch called the world
Drew a curtain over her face, this is how fake this place is.
If one day it makes you laugh, it will surely make you cry one day, your face is sad in the last picture.

There is snow on your grave, tears in my eyes, a fire burns inside me.
We buried you and turned away, didn't you get cold, brother?
Those who turned their backs on life are now all gone.
Their five-penny masks are free of masks, and
If you come across them, confront them, they will grin shamelessly.
A few pregnant women cut their prayers short and gossiped along the way.
Don't touch my wound, they say, with tears ready in their eyes when they ask.
Don't worry, you have friends who miss you and love you dearly.
Sometimes laughing and sometimes feeling sad at the pronunciation of your name.
Your last dress didn't suit you, it's like two sizes too big.
Four holidays have passed without you, and I have no solace, and there is no breath.
In the body that left suddenly without even seeing your face at the last breath,
You were not there, why was it fate that buried my friend, death that dressed him in a shroud?
Are you alone in those lands of no return?
While we are devastated by your longing, do you miss us from somewhere?
If you watched, would you cry and laugh, would you jokingly hang my anger?
Would you turn your back and leave, yesterday you were joyful in your environment, today are you a sorrow to us?
Would you listen to all my troubles tirelessly if I counted them?
Everyone else's pen is straight, is ours fate?

Don't you leave me too, don't be sad if you see me crying.
We buried biryani in the grave with you, we used to love it together, didn't we?
You live in this heart now, even if you don't come back.
Yesterday by my side, where are you today, this bitch called the world
Drew a curtain over her face, this is how fake this place is.
If one day it makes you laugh, it will surely make you cry one day, your face is sad in the last picture.