Текст и перевод песни HANNYA feat. KOHH - 家族

家族

親父、元気か？ こっちは良い天気だ
今、ちょっと喋って平気か？
ま、時間がねぇワケじゃねぇしな
あれから20年 こんなん言うのも自分で
大人げ無ぇのも分かってっけど
俺はあんたを憎んでる
言ったよな？ 21年前のあの夜
家に母ちゃんはいなかった
だから、電話が鳴れば受話器を取る
え？何だって？実は俺には兄弟がいる？
電話しろってどんな理由？
でも、そん時は嬉しかったよ自分
馬鹿だよな 電話しちまった今思えば
兄ちゃんのその声が 迷惑そうなのが答えだ
男だから堪えた でもぶっちゃけた話こたえた
で、いつもの通りアンタの連絡は途絶えた
でも、悪い話ばっかりじゃない
俺の記憶だとアレは10歳
連れてってくれたよね？ サーカス
ライオンが俺たちを沸かす
次に会ったのは中1
｢大分大人になった雰囲気｣
言ったアンタと言われた俺は
どう映った？渋谷の夕陽に
94年7月アンタの容態が気になる
向かった先 北区の病院 看護婦の声が遠い
3日前？4日前？ 蝉の声 ごっちゃ混ぜ
感謝してる 今写真のアンタを見てる
家庭のことも嘘ついた 国籍のことも嘘ついた
でも、てめぇが何も知らねぇところで一人の女は強くいた
でも、アンタといたらどうなった？
これだきゃ言える 手に輪っか
殺さなくて良かった
愛を受けて俺は育った
愛を受けて俺も育った
1992年1月15日がパパの命日
2歳の頃の記憶ねぇし ビデオと写真だけ見てイメージ
それでママは精神病院にいた
俺が七五三の時 ｢達雄が私を呼んでる｣つって
9階ベランダから飛び降りて自殺しようとする
泣いて叫んで暴れて死ぬって言う
俺はアンタを憎んでる
パパが死んだのは交通事故って聞かされた
みんなそう言うしそう思ってたよ今までは
実家でじいちゃんと一緒に マズいたばこを吸っていたあの時
｢達雄は事故死じゃないんだぞ｣って
言われてじぃちゃんのこと三度見
マジかよ なんだそれ
真実を知るのなんか怖ぇけど
結局うやむやにごまかされた俺
まだ本当の事は知らない 俺の勘ぐりじゃオーバードーズ
真夜中亀戸のお墓に行って一緒にレモン酎ハイを飲む
ねぇ 黄達雄 聞いてるか俺の音楽を
日本人だけど韓国のお父さんの名前俺も使うよ
「KOHH」
FAMILY 選べない 血は赤いだけじゃない
FAMILY 選べない 血は赤いだけじゃない
FAMILY 選べない 血は赤いだけじゃない
FAMILY 選べない 血は赤いだけじゃない
親父、元気か？ 俺たちは元気だ
最後に報告が、俺は揺るがないものを手にした
それは、家族だ だから、頼むな
俺が死んだら約束通り ２人で酒呑もうな

Family

Pop, how are you doing? It's a very nice day here
Is it okay for us to chat for a bit?
Well, it's not like I don't have time
It's been 20 years since then… I know it's childish to say this,
but I understand that I'm being a bit immature
But I hate you
You said it, didn't you? 21 years ago that night
Our mom wasn't home
So, when the phone rang, I picked up the receiver
What? What do you mean? Actually, I have a brother?
Why should I call him?
But at the time, I was happy
I was a fool to have called him, when I think about it now
The way my brother sounded on the phone was like he was annoyed
Being a man, I tried to hold back, but honestly, I was disappointed
And then, as always, you cut off all contact
But it's not all bad news
According to my memory, I was 10 years old
You took me to the circus, didn't you?
The lion made us laugh
The next time I saw you was when I was in my first year of junior high school
You told me, "You've grown to seem like an adult now"
I was with you and you told me that
How did I look to you? Under the sunset in Shibuya
In July 1994, I got worried about your condition
I went to the hospital in Kita Ward, but the nurse's words were distant
Three days ago? Four days ago? The sound of cicadas was mixed up
I'm grateful to be looking at your photo now
You lied about the family, and you lied about your nationality
But even though you don't know about it, there was one woman who stayed strong
But what would have happened if I had been with you?
All I can say is that I'm wearing a ring
It's a good thing I didn't kill you
I was raised with love
I was also raised with love
January 15, 1992 was the day my dad died
I don't have any memories of him when I was two years old, I only have a vague idea from the videos and photos
That's why my mom was in a mental hospital
When I was seven years old, she said, "Tatsuo is calling me," and
tried to jump off the balcony on the ninth floor and kill herself
She cried, screamed, and raged, and said she wanted to die
I hate you
I was told that my dad died in a traffic accident
Everyone said so, and that's what I believed, up until now
When I was smoking a bad cigarette with my grandpa at his house
He said, "Tatsuo didn't die in an accident."
I looked at my grandpa three times
Are you serious? What does that mean?
It's a little scary to know the truth
In the end, I'm the one who got confused
I still don't know the whole truth, but my guess is that he overdosed
I go to his grave in Kameido at midnight and drink lemon chu-hi with him
Hey, Kitsu Tatsuo, are you listening to my music?
I'm Japanese, but I also use my Korean father's surname
KOHH
FAMILY, we can't choose it, but our blood is more than just red
FAMILY, we can't choose it, but our blood is more than just red
FAMILY, we can't choose it, but our blood is more than just red
FAMILY, we can't choose it, but our blood is more than just red
Pop, how are you? We're doing well
Finally, let me tell you something, I've found something that I will never let go of
It's family, so please
When I die, as promised, let's drink together