Текст и перевод песни Hayki, Da Poet & Halil Özüpek - O

O

Zaman savurdu herkesi her yere, her şeyi herkese çevirdi, herkes kendi kendine,
Bi tozlu anı gibi ezbere, O gitti şimdi bir ben, bir oda ve bir de kör pencere.
Sol yanım onundu kalp hiç bişey anlamazdı,
Bi sabah uyandım canımı istedi ve aldı,
Bi meleğin lütfu şeytanın pençesinde kaldı,
Üstüme yıkıldı şehrin orospu duvarları.
Göçebeydi aklımın en kırılgan sofrasında,
Kaybolup sonrasızlığın en acı mısrasında.
Selam ola sokakların onlar da farkında.
Bir tek ikimizdik sanki koca dünya ortasında.
Cehennem her şeyi yakar, hiç bişey yok edemez.
Tek isteğim çaldığın uykularımı geri ver.
O bildiğin bütün melodilerim oldu,
O gözyaşı, o bi yakarış, o dilimdeki tüm heceler.
Dostum, gün ara karanlığa savuşmak için,
Sevgili gün sayar seni de gömebilmek için.
(Gerçek!)
O yalnızlığın sevebilmek için, bu cevapsız bi soru,
Kayıp harabe yıllar için.
O kendi kendine anlatır durur ama dinleyen kim?
(Cevap ver)
Yine ben.
O korkak adımlarla kaçar ama sığınacak tek yeri var
Bu beden.
O yalnızdı, utanırdı, ama vazgeçmezdi inan.
O yenilirken dönüp başında duran hangimizdi bak?
Yine sen.
O kendi kendine anlatır durur ama dinleyen kim?
(Cevap ver)
Yine ben.
O korkak adımlarla kaçar ama sığınacak tek yeri var
Bu beden.
O yalnızdı, utanırdı, ama vazgeçmezdi inan.
O yenilirken dönüp başında duran hangimizdi bak?
Yine sen.
Sokakta rastladığın biri dönüp de bakmadığın
O belki unuttuğun belki adını hiç duymadığın
Düşmanındır belki belki dostum deyip sırtladığın
O senden habersizken adını ceplerinde sakladığın
Arkanda sandığındı o en önden izledin
İçinde büyüdü bir ses gibi bağırmak istedin
Ve belki özledin kestin saçlarını küsüp O'na
Ve belki özledi semada titrer oldu yüzün
Şarkılar yazıp büyürken bir çocuktu unuttuğu ki
O'na sorsan dostu şöyle derdi; Çocukluğum
Bazen dinlemekten daha çok anlatmaktan yorulduğun
O ellerinden tutup beyaz saçlarınla sarıldığın
Hatırla İstanbul sürekli bağırıyordun git diye
Bir Şubat sabahı sustun O'na bulutlar artık kara
Tutunmak ister sana Ay kadar tutulmak ister
Sen kadar inanmışken ben kadar kurtulmak ister
Kulağını doldururken hala aynı ninniler
Hatıralar kağıt üstünde can çekişen çizgiler
O; Benim
O; Sensin
Ve neden diye sorduğum
Bitmek için başlamışken, ölmek için doğduğum.
O kendi kendine anlatır durur ama dinleyen kim?
(Cevap ver)
Yine ben.
O korkak adımlarla kaçar ama sığınacak tek yeri var
Bu beden.
O yalnızdı, utanırdı, ama vazgeçmezdi inan.
O yenilirken dönüp başında duran hangimizdi bak?
Yine sen.
O kendi kendine anlatır durur ama dinleyen kim?
(Cevap ver)
Yine ben.
O korkak adımlarla kaçar ama sığınacak tek yeri var
Bu beden.
O yalnızdı, utanırdı, ama vazgeçmezdi inan.
O yenilirken dönüp başında duran hangimizdi bak?
Yine sen

She

Time scattered everyone everywhere, turned everything into everyone, everyone to themselves,
Like a dusty memory by heart, She left now, just me, a room, and a blind window.
My left side was hers, the heart understood nothing,
One morning I woke up, she wanted my soul and took it,
A blessing of an angel remained in the clutches of the devil,
The city's whore walls collapsed on me.
My mind was nomadic at its most fragile table,
Lost in the most bitter verse of infinity.
Greetings to the streets, they are also aware.
It was as if only the two of us were in the middle of the whole world.
Hell burns everything, it can't destroy anything.
All I want is for you to give me back the sleep you stole.
She became all the melodies I knew,
That tear, that one plea, all the syllables on my tongue.
My friend, look for the day to escape into the darkness,
My love counts the days to bury you too.
(Truth!)
She is loneliness to be able to love, this unanswered question,
For the lost ruined years.
She keeps telling herself, but who is listening?
(Answer)
Me again.
She runs away with cowardly steps, but she has only one place to take refuge
This body.
She was lonely, ashamed, but she wouldn't give up, believe me.
Which one of us was it that stood by her head as she was defeated?
You again.
She keeps telling herself, but who is listening?
(Answer)
Me again.
She runs away with cowardly steps, but she has only one place to take refuge
This body.
She was lonely, ashamed, but she wouldn't give up, believe me.
Which one of us was it that stood by her head as she was defeated?
You again.
The one you meet on the street and don't look back at
She may be the one you forgot, maybe the one whose name you never heard
She may be your enemy, maybe the one you call a friend and carry on your back
She's the one you keep her name in your pockets without her knowing
You thought she was behind you, you watched from the front
She grew inside you like a voice you wanted to shout
And maybe you missed her, you cut your hair and got angry with her
And maybe she missed you, your face became trembling in the sky
She was a child who forgot while writing songs and growing up
If you asked her, her friend would say; My childhood
The one you're tired of telling more than listening sometimes
She's the one you held her hands and hugged with your white hair
Remember Istanbul, you kept shouting go
One February morning you fell silent, the clouds are now black for her
She wants to hold on to you, she wants to be eclipsed like the moon
As much as you believe, I want to be free as much as you
While still filling your ears with the same lullabies
Memories are lines struggling on paper
She; Is me
She; Is you
And what I ask why
Having started to end, I was born to die.
She keeps telling herself, but who is listening?
(Answer)
Me again.
She runs away with cowardly steps, but she has only one place to take refuge
This body.
She was lonely, ashamed, but she wouldn't give up, believe me.
Which one of us was it that stood by her head as she was defeated?
You again.
She keeps telling herself, but who is listening?
(Answer)
Me again.
She runs away with cowardly steps, but she has only one place to take refuge
This body.
She was lonely, ashamed, but she wouldn't give up, believe me.
Which one of us was it that stood by her head as she was defeated?
You again