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Loveless

誰かに預けっぱなしの心で
生きていこうだなんて
おこがましいことなの
いやしいことなの
あたしだけが持ってるものなんて
何一つ無いって思っていたの
それは誇っていいかな？

まだ足りない
まだ足りない
愛されたい
愛されたい
振りかざした夢で殴り合って
果てに手を握り合う
なんて運命

抗いたい
抗いたい
愛がほしい
愛がほしい
ねえどうやってあたし
生きられるのかな？

どうにかなってしまいそうな夜に
君は僕を振り回す
愛の正体も知らぬままに
泣き喚く赤子の様だね
ひとりきりで始めたお遊戯も
そろそろ飽きが来る頃？
この胸に空けられた穴を
塞ぐ愛とやらを見せてよ

ひとりぼっちの部屋で泣くのが
当たり前になっていたあたしの
口に出しかけた言葉はなんだ？
その質問の相手は誰だ？
あたしだけが持ってるものは何処？
振りかざした夢の主は誰？
口からこぼれた言葉があった
僕が欲しがってたのは愛だ

静かにみなぎるばかりの痛みで
忘れてしまえるくらいの
唄など歌いたくもない
そんな言葉はいらない
あたしだけが知ってる
あたしだけがわかっている
そんな約束が欲しいだけ
そんな秘密が欲しいだけ

満たされない
満たされない
と朧気な声で笑う
泡沫の夢の中、誘って
果てに溺れてしまえれば良いの？

まだ足りない
まだ足りない
愛がほしい
愛がほしい
ねえどうやってあたし
愛されれば良いかな？

どうやら
歌ってしまいそうな僕に
君は何を、今想うの
ひとりきりが当たり前？
ならばこの唄は誰が為のもの？
無我夢中で始めたお遊戯に
そろそろ飽きが来るなら
この胸に空けられた穴も
満たす愛とやら、教えてよ

あたしだけが知ってる約束も
あたしだけが分かってる秘密も
誰にも明かせぬまま征けるのが
美しいと君は笑えるのか
歪みきった心を溶かすのが
泣き喚いた果ての答えならば
このまま夢を振りかざすだけで
これが僕だなんて笑えるのか

ひとりぼっちの部屋で泣くのが
当たり前になっていたあたしの
口に出しかけた言葉はなんだ
その質問の相手は誰だ
あたしだけが持ってるものは何処？
振りかざした夢の主は誰？
口からこぼれた言葉があった
僕がなりかったのは、愛だ

Loveless

With a heart I entrusted to someone,
I was going to live my life like this
It's presumptuous
It's contemptible
I used to think
That I didn't have anything that only I possessed
Can I be proud of that?

It's not enough yet
It's not enough yet
I want to be loved
I want to be loved
Our dreams clash as we swing them,
And finally we hold each other's hands
What a destiny

I want to fight it
I want to fight it
I want love
I want love
Hey, how can I
Keep living?

On a night when I feel like I might break down,
You lead me around
Not knowing the true nature of love
You cry like a newborn baby
The game I started alone
Is it about to get boring?
The hole that was opened in my chest
Show me the love that will fill it

It had become normal to cry in my lonely room
My dear
What were the words I was about to say?
Who was I asking that question?
Where is the thing that only I own?
Who is the master of the dream I swing?
Words spilled from my mouth
What I wanted was love

With a pain that quietly swells,
I don't even want to sing
A song that I could forget
I don't need those words
Only I know
Only I understand
All I want is that kind of promise
All I want is that kind of secret

Unsatisfied
Unsatisfied
You laugh with a vague voice
In a dream of泡沫, you invite me
Would it be okay if I drowned in the end?

It's not enough yet
It's not enough yet
I want to be loved
I want to be loved
Hey, how can I
Be loved?

Apparently
To me, who seems like I'm about to sing,
What are you thinking now?
Is being alone normal?
Then, who is this song for?
If the game I started in a frenzy
Is about to get boring
This hole that was opened in my chest
Teach me the love that will fill it

Even the promises that only I know
Even the secrets that only I understand
Going forth without revealing them to anyone
Can you laugh at that as beautiful?
If melting a twisted heart
Is the answer at the end of crying,
Then I can just keep swinging my dream
And laugh that this is me

It had become normal to cry in my lonely room
My dear
What were the words I was about to say?
Who was I asking that question?
Where is the thing that only I own?
Who is the master of the dream I swing?
Words spilled from my mouth
What I wanted to be was love