Текст и перевод песни Hotei - アストロノーツ

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もしも僕が今晩のカレーを
残さず食べたなら良かったのかな
君は酷く顔をしかめて
もうたべなくっていいよって言ったんだっけ。
もしも僕が虐められたって
殴り返せるような人だったらな。
君も今より少しくらいは
笑うようになるかもしれないから。
もしも僕がひとりきりでさ
君に迷惑もかけずにいられたなら。
でもさ、それじゃさ、君を知らんまま
生きてく事になったかもしれないから
もしも僕がうそつきなら
こんな僕のこと 叱ってくれたかな？
そんなたくさんの「もしも話が」
僕の部屋にさ浮かんで行くんだよ。
何も無い日々から
罅が入ってそっから
たくさんの「もしも」が漏れ出して
行くんだ。
今目をつむって
耳をふさいで歩き出したよ
君の声も君の笑顔も
見れないままだけどそれも良いかも。
嫌なもんだけさ
あたまん中から
消してくれたらな
よかったのにな。
もしも僕が正直者なら
これが最後だって信じてくれたかな？
きっと君は笑ってくれるよな。
みんな解ってるつもりなんだ
何度も君に言おうとしたけど
届く筈無くて「おかしいな？」って
君のとこへ行けたならな。
でもひざが笑うんだ。「ざまーみろ」って。
もしも僕が生きていたなら。
君に聴かせるため作った歌
やっぱ恥ずかしくて聴かせてないけど
歌ってあげたいな、僕もいつか。
とどくといいな、君にいつか。
今目をつむって
耳をふさいで歩き出したよ
君の声も君の笑顔も
見れないままだけどそれも良いかも。
今目をつむって
耳をふさいで歩き出したよ
君の声も君の笑顔も
見れないままだけどそれも良いかも

Astronauts

If I had finished all my curry tonight,
Would things have been alright?
You grimaced so harshly,
And said, "You don't have to eat anymore," right?
If I were the kind of guy who could fight back
Against bullies,
Maybe you'd smile a little more,
Just a little bit.
If I could be alone,
Without causing you any trouble,
But then again, that would mean,
I might have lived my life without ever knowing you.
If I were a liar,
Would you scold me like you do?
So many "what ifs" like these,
Float around in my room.
From days of nothingness,
Cracks appear, and from them,
Many "what ifs" leak out,
And flow away.
Closing my eyes now,
Covering my ears, I start walking,
Unable to see your voice, your smile,
But maybe that's okay too.
If only the unpleasant things,
Could disappear from my mind,
That would have been good,
Wouldn't it?
If I were an honest man,
Would you believe this is the end?
I'm sure you would laugh,
Everyone thinks they understand,
I tried to tell you so many times,
But it wouldn't reach you, "That's strange," I thought,
If only I could have reached you.
But my knees buckle, "Serves you right," they say.
If only I were alive.
The song I made for you to hear,
I'm too embarrassed to let you hear it,
But someday, I want to sing it for you too.
I hope it reaches you, someday.
Closing my eyes now,
Covering my ears, I start walking,
Unable to see your voice, your smile,
But maybe that's okay too.
Closing my eyes now,
Covering my ears, I start walking,
Unable to see your voice, your smile,
But maybe that's okay too.