Текст и перевод песни 陳柏宇 - 贖罪

贖罪

我已經一早 卑躬 屈膝 我知 我做錯
我也許不知羞恥 恨就恨舊日 太懦弱
世界再沒有戰爭
連眼也沒有淚
歸零 淪為陌生過路

贖罪也好 請憎恨我
又再抽的香煙 抽不出哭泣 更寂寞
上帝已死 沉淪如初
為何原諒我 又不膽敢 愛我

這樣叫絕望 絕望 絕望到 想你有別個
你最赤祼的身體 實實在在地 給撫摸
不要被我殺死
還要過下半生
好好的過 如情大不過恨

贖罪好嗎 請虐待我
又再抽的香煙 抽不出哭泣 更寂寞
上帝已死 沉淪如初
為何原諒我 又逃避我

認清楚痛苦 原來內疚更苦 比失去痛苦
我已摧毀 一種信仰
你不再願望 不再動人和天真
呆滯腳步 傳來裂碎的聲音
懲罰我 懲罰我 我要贖罪現在墮落到死

後悔當初 沒結果
可以走的東西 都走得差不多
時日無多
原來原諒我 是種禮貌 我知
我都不敢愛我

Redemption

I already crouched and groveled earlier, I know I was wrong
I might be shameless, hate me for my previous cowardice
No more wars in the world
Not even tears in my eyes
Reset, become nothing but strangers passing by

Redeem me if you will, please despise me
I'm smoking again, but can't cry anymore, only loneliness
God is dead, sinking as before
Why do you forgive me but dare not love me?

This is what I call despair, despair, despair to the point of wishing you had someone else
Your naked body, so real, being caressed
Don't let me kill you
You still have the rest of your life to live
Live well, as if love is not greater than hatred

Is redemption okay? Please abuse me
I'm smoking again, but can't cry anymore, only loneliness
God is dead, sinking as before
Why do you forgive me but avoid me?

I've come to realize that suffering is more bitter than guilt, more painful than loss
I've destroyed a belief
You no longer have hope, are no longer charming and innocent
Heavy footsteps, a shattering sound
Punish me, punish me, I want to redeem myself now and fall to my death

Regretting the past, no results
Everything that could leave is almost gone
Time is running out
It turns out that forgiving me is a kind of politeness, I know
I don't even love myself anymore