Текст и перевод песни Javier Katerman - Nunca Me Lo Dijo

Nunca Me Lo Dijo

Naci
Creci
Reí
Lloré
Sufrí
Amé
Tambien odié
Reí
Pensé
Confié
Fallé
Me olvidaron y olvidé
Soñé
Paré
Luché
Cambié
Fui feliz
Me despert,e
Ser no ser
Lo descubrí
Todo depende de mi

Ese niño tierno sin excusas y sin peros
Lo he dejado reservado a quien merezca conocerlo
Un dia lo entregue a quien m brindó su consuelo
Mala decision eran los brazon del infierno y caí

Era uno mas del agujero
Uno mas deprimido
Otro mas ahi en el suelo
Me convertí en delirio
Despues de ser un gran sueño
Y pase de ser gigante
A sentirme tan pequeño

Después de todo no era tan distinto
Seguia los susurros ya no seguía mi instinto
Ver como se marcha tu vida en la ventana
Y esperar volverte loco cada fin de semana

Eso no es vida ella me lo decía
Mientras lloraba en su habitación yo me perdia
No queria pero algo me decia
Que el dolor que me causaba tal vez lo merecia

¿Culpa mia? nunca lo sentía
Con ganas de matarme pero igual nunca lo hacia
A pesar de tanto miedo siempre tuve valentia
Para afrontar esta vida ainque ya no fuera mia

Me acoste en la escalera y lloré como nunca
Dios salvame gritaba mi boca
Esta vida que tengo no es lo que nadie busca
Y la esperanza que tengo ya solo me qued apoca

Entra en mi vida dime tu la verdad
Levantame del abismo no tiene final
Solamente tu eres quien puede cambiar
Yo estaré esperando que me hables

Y nunca me hablo pero me enseñó
Que la tristeza que tenia era solo una confusion
Una depresion de esas que te matan
De esas que muchos viven pero pocos escapan

Y nunca me hablo pero me abrazo
Y lloramos juntos en mi habia
Siempre estaré contigo una promesa de amor
Nunca me lo dijo pero mi alma lo entendió

He Never Told Me

I was born
I grew up
I laughed
I cried
I suffered
I loved
I also hated
I laughed
I thought
I trusted
I failed
I was forgotten and I forgot
I dreamed
I stopped
I fought
I changed
I was happy
I woke up
To be or not to be
I discovered it
It all depends on me

That tender child, without excuses or objections
I've kept him safe for the one who deserves to meet him
One day I gave him to the one who offered me comfort
Bad decision, it was the arms of hell, and I fell

I was one more of the abyss
One more depressed
Another one down there on the ground
I became delusional
After being a great dream
And I went from being a giant
To feeling so small

After all, I wasn't so different
I followed the whispers, no longer following my instinct
Watching your life go by in the window
And waiting to go crazy every weekend

That's not life, she kept telling me
As I cried in her room, I was getting lost
I didn't want to, but something told me
That maybe I deserved the pain it caused me

My fault? I never felt it
Wanting to kill myself, but never doing it
Despite all the fear, I was always brave
To face this life, even though it wasn't mine anymore

I lay down on the stairs and cried like never before
God save me, my mouth cried out
This life that I have isn't what anyone looks for
And the hope that I have is fading fast

Come into my life, tell me the truth
Lift me up from the abyss, it has no end
You alone are the one who can change me
I'll be waiting for you to speak to me

And he never spoke to me, but he showed me
That the sadness I felt was just a confusion
A depression, the kind that kills you
One that many experience, but few escape

And he never spoke to me but he held me
And we wept together in my room
I will always be with you, a promise of love
He never told me, but my soul understood