Текст песни I Am Slowly Losing All Hope - Jay3R

I don't even think you realize how we into this
Feeling stuck up in my head I ain't feeling shit
So numb, so numb to the game
Trust is so hard to build over again
But I get back up on my feet
Get back up on my seat
Do it all over again
Feeling pain up in my shins
Worst moment in my life
As I'm writing this out I cry
Writing this out I cry
Baby, please hold on it's not time to die
I wanted you, wanted you
To be my wife
A time to write
A time to cry
A time to lie
Hold up, forget that last line
Wanna punch a random person for looking at me wrong
If you love me that bad cmon drag my body along
I really don't wanna end things but if you say so I'm gone
If you say so I'm gone

You broke my brain into 34 pieces
35 reasons, I died in this season
One of them was you
One of them was me
5 of them were all my demons
30 of em Shooting semen
Please believe them
Please believe them
I just need a reason to keep on going
Baby know it
That I'm gonna keep going
With you or without you
With you or without you
Baby know it
That I'm gonna keep going
With you or without you
With you or without you

With you or without you
I'm feeling so damn blue
I'm singing without you
So cmon I need who
Will keep me in line
I'm feeling so high
I'm feeling so high
I'm feeling so high

So keep it straight
I got my feelings ate
So keep it straight
I got my feelings ate
No matter the cost
Gonna suffer cause I paid
I wanna deal with it today
Get it out the fucking way
My feelings to decay
I love the way you say
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
You love me today you hurt me tomorrow
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
You love me tomorrow you hurt me today
I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry
No way to forgive me
But I want it anyway
No, Say to give me
Another stupid day
I've tried over and over
To get it right
I've tried over and over
To not fight
I've tried over and over
To live with you tight
I've tried over and over
To get it right
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Just need to really keep on going