Текст и перевод песни JeL - Always

Always

死ぬことだけが救いだ
眠ることだけが夢だ
疲れたんだ もう

嘆いてばかりの僕に
君は微笑んで言った
「人らしいよ」ってさ

分かり合えはしないと叫んでは
情けなさに飲まれて
君の言葉が 握られた手が
分からずにいた僕でも

今になり気づく君の優しさに
当たり前のような愛に
甘やかなあの声が いつまでも傍で
後悔すらも彩って 夢を描く

醜い僕だけが見る
色のない世界さえも
美しいのかな

淡い期待は破られてばかり
変わらない景色でも
それでもいいよ 君の記憶が
そこにあればそれだけで

夜空へと祈る どうかそのままで
止まぬ涙に花束を
歌えばそれはきっと 光となるから
君が教えてくれたね いつの日も

失ったその時 手に入れたその時
気づく幸せがあるならば
愚かささえも今 後悔さえも今
愛することができるかな

今になり気づく君の優しさに
当たり前のような愛に
甘やかなあの声が いつまでも傍で
後悔すらも彩って 夢を描く

Always

Only death is salvation
Only sleep is a dream
I'm so tired now

To me, who did nothing but complain,
You smiled and said
“You're so human.”

I kept shouting that we wouldn't understand each other
And drowned in self-pity,
Even as your words and your clasped hands
Were something I couldn't understand,

I've come to notice your kindness,
Your ordinary love.
Your gentle voice will always be there,
Coloring even my regrets and shaping my dreams.

Only I, so ugly, see
Even the colorless world
As beautiful.

My meager hopes have been dashed over and over,
But even the unchanging scenery is fine.
Even so, I'm okay, as long as your memories
Are there, that's enough for me.

I pray to the night sky, please stay the same.
I give my ceaseless tears as a bouquet.
If I sing, it will surely become light,
That's what you've always taught me.

The moment of loss and the moment of gain
If there is happiness to be found,
Even my foolishness, even my regrets, now
I can love.

I've come to notice your kindness,
Your ordinary love.
Your gentle voice will always be there,
Coloring even my regrets and shaping my dreams.