Текст и перевод песни JeL - Monopolize

Monopolize

裸足で佇む水際の温度に
絡まる想いがまた熱を帯びてく

迷う故に持て余した
感情の間から
覗く僕の悲しみさえ
抱きしめてしまえたら

そっと優しく刺す様に
何度も胸を貫いた
痛みの声を知りたくて
君へと手を伸ばす

例えば誰かが消えてしまうとして
最後の想いに何を言えば良いでしょう

当たり前を通り過ぎて
見ていない振りをして
伝い落ちる真実さえ
誤魔化してきたのかな

確かに残る後悔が
何度も君の名を呼んで
閉じた世界の正しさと
生きる意味を探す

苦しくなるのが恋であるなら
僕はそれで構わないから
溢れ出すこの涙もまた
愛しいと思えますように

そっと優しく刺す様に
何度も胸を貫いた
痛みの声を知りたくて
僕は僕になった

ただ一言を懸命に
心の臓から叫ぶんだ
誰かの中で死にたくて
息を吐いて愛を込めて
君へと手を伸ばす

Monopolize

Barefoot and standing in the temperature of the water's edge
Tangled thoughts that heat up again

Undecided, therefore redundant
Emotions through the cracks
Even the sadness I show you
If only I could hold you

Gently, gently, stab me
Pierce my chest over and over
I want to hear the sound of pain
I reach out to you

For example, if someone were to disappear
What should I say for my last thought

Going beyond the ordinary
Pretending not to see
Even the truth that falls
Perhaps I've been faking it

There is certainly regret
Calling out your name over and over
The correctness of a closed world
Searching for the meaning of life

If it is love that makes me suffer
I don't mind
Let these overflowing tears
Feel like love

Gently, gently, stab me
Pierce my chest over and over
I want to hear the sound of pain
I have become who I am

With all my heart
I scream from my core
I want to die inside someone
Exhale and fill it with love
I reach out to you