Текст и перевод песни Joe Million feat. Rand Slam - Kolong

Kolong

Coba tangkap momen sebuah roman penuh coreng
Lewat coretan tinta aku torehkan cerita
Ragaku bergerak mengembara mengharap
Badanmu berbalik menyadari ku ada
Namun tangkai yang mengering
Siap melepaskan daun sambut angin yang menjerit
Aku kau letakkan jauh sampai bau ku berbaur
Wajah ku kau tak kan tau hanya bayang dalam terik
Yang mengikutimu coba tiru gerak gerik
Lompat dan jongkok mendongak membongkok
Semua hanya demi hormat diberi bahkan bila perlu
Hormat dibeli sampai lidah kelu menjilat
Kau geli menilai ku jeli
Bagai filateli kau anggap aku
Koleksi namun bukan yang punya nilai beli
Aku tak punya potensi
Bahkan sampai jatuh tergeletak di lantai
Aku kau biarkan di lantai
Dingin yang mengiris paksaku mengangkat badan
Dan lalu merangkai langkah tatapan menantang badai
Mataku menahan ngarai dan aku tinggalkan ramai
Berharap ku capai damai namun yang ku dapat rantai

Until you travel to that place you can't comeback
Where the last pain is gone and all that's left is black

Kini aku terbiasa dalam gelap dengan langit
Berhiaskan indah kerlap bintang terang
Di bawahku miniatur mimpi aku kan menggenggam duniaku
Kencang teriak menghentak bumi ini aku
Satu persatu mereka hapus resahku namun tak aku menyambut
Mereka terlalu rendah tuk mendekat rangkul dekapku
Tersesat aku mengaku mendekam angkuh di benakku
Mengekang laku si penakut
Syukur ku ukur dari centang yang ku kumpul
Barisan mantra khusyukku lari hendak rayu kubur
Karena ku paksa rupa berubah serupa mu kudus
Wajah lupa bersua ke kaca yang mulus
Tulus ku cari tulus dari nasib yang ku tulis
Ulur tangan tak peduli garis tangan
Yang ku punya tertutup kerasnya kulit
Pengalaman jiwa muda yang belum mengenal sulit
Belum habis ku sadar aku mendatangi aku
Tak mengenal malu lalu lalu bak ku makhluk halus
Kau takut bukan hanya karena masa lalu
Kau takut juga tuk akan yang tak kau tahu

Until you travel to that place you can't comeback
Where the last pain is gone and all that's left is black

Aku dan hatiku ragukan takdirku
Rayuan matimu hancurkan nadiku
Saat mereka tertawa anggap aku sekarat
Aku balas dan berkata tatap aku sekarang
Dan, ku berharap aku pendendam
Dan semua cela kan beri celah untukku menyerang
Tapi ku menyerah serahkan kata terserah
Apa yang mereka sebarkan aku hanya berserah
Semuanya ku pendam setiap hal yang ku takuti
Ku kubur dalam-dalam tetap mereka menghantui
Cemas merasuki ku terlena dan merugi
Pertaruhkan harga diri dengan nasib ku berjudi
Patut ku akui aku pun bersalah dan terlalu mengalah
Membuatku selalu kalah lari dari masalah bosan tinggikan harap
Cari arti dan makna coba tinggikan sayap
Coba pikirkan rasa kupikirkan matang
Biar ku sihir angan dengan diksi dan kata
Pertanda tak terbaca tak ada salah dan benar
Kubertanya dan berseru di telinga tak mendengar

Until you travel to that place you can't comeback
Where the last pain is gone and all that's left is black

Until you travel to that place you can't comeback
Where the last pain is gone and all that's left is black

Until you travel to that place you can't comeback
Where the last pain is gone and all that's left is black

Kolong

Try to capture a moment of a romance full of smudges
Through ink strokes, I carve my story
My body wanders hoping
Your body turns realizing I am here
But the withered stalk
Ready to release leaves to the screaming wind
You placed me far away until my scent blended
You will never know my face, only a shadow in the heat
That follows you trying to mimic your every move
Jumping and crouching, looking up and bowing
All just for the sake of respect given, even if necessary
Respect bought until my tongue goes numb licking
You find it amusing how observant I am
Like philately, you consider me
A collection but not one that has a purchase value
I have no potential
Even when I fall to the floor
You left me on the floor
The biting cold forces me to get up
And then weave steps, a gaze challenging the storm
My eyes withstand the sorrow and I leave the crowd
Hoping to reach peace but all I get are chains

Until you travel to that place you can't comeback
Where the last pain is gone and all that's left is black

Now I'm used to the darkness with the sky
Beautifully adorned with twinkling bright stars
Below me, a miniature of my dreams, I will grasp my world
Screaming loudly, shaking this earth, I am
One by one they erase my worries but I don't welcome them
They are too low to get close and embrace me
I admit I am lost, crouching arrogantly in my mind
Restraining the actions of the sinner
I measure my gratitude from the cents I collect
My line of devoted mantras runs to woo the grave
Because I force my appearance to change to resemble your holiness
A face that forgets to meet a smooth mirror
Sincerely I seek sincerity from the fate I write
Extending my hand regardless of the lines
What I have is covered by the hardness of the skin
Experience of a young soul that doesn't know hardship
Before I'm done, I realize I'm approaching myself
Not knowing shame, passing like a ghost
You're afraid not just because of the past
You're also afraid of what you don't know

Until you travel to that place you can't comeback
Where the last pain is gone and all that's left is black

My heart and I doubt my fate
The seduction in your eyes destroys my veins
When they laugh and think I'm dying
I retort and say look at me now
And, I wish I was vengeful
And all the taunts would give me a chance to attack
But I surrender, leaving the words up to you
Whatever they spread, I just surrender
I bury everything I fear
Deep down, they still haunt me
Anxiety possesses me, I'm lulled and lose
Gambling my self-worth with my fate
I must admit, I am also at fault and give in too much
Making me always lose, running from problems, tired of raising hope
Looking for meaning, trying to raise my wings
Think about the feeling, think it through
Let me conjure up a vision with diction and words
Unread signs, there is no right and wrong
I ask and shout in deaf ears

Until you travel to that place you can't comeback
Where the last pain is gone and all that's left is black

Until you travel to that place you can't comeback
Where the last pain is gone and all that's left is black

Until you travel to that place you can't comeback
Where the last pain is gone and all that's left is black