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Aroosak

روزا میرن و میان چشام خیسن و بی خواب
مدام کابوس و خیال

شدم یه زنده تو خواب
ببین خراب ِ حالم پشیمون و کلافم
حتی از خودم بیزار
ببین خراب ِ حالم
وقتی می پرسید ازم کجایی پس؟!
جواب میدادم خونه
یه دروغ ِ محض
یکی دیگه کنارم بود و هست

وقتی کنار ِ اون میخندیدم
تازه قدر ِ دستاتو میفهمیدم
نه من ندیدم چشاش و وقتی
بی من میرفت

این روزا شدم مث ِ عروسک تکراری میشم بعد ِ یه مدت
کسی نیست دیگه مث ِ تو باشه
کنارم باشه تو اوج ِ نفرت
این روزا شدم مث ِ عروسک تکراری میشم بعد ِ یه مدت
کسی نیست دیگه مث ِ تو باشه
کنارم باشه تو اوج ِ نفرت

یادم میاد روزای ِ با تو بازم میخوام
بشینم باتو
از نقشه ها روزای ِ خوب و
از خنده هات تویه عکساتو
کافی شدی دیگه واسه من
من راضی شدم به نبودتم
آره منم اون آدم ِ بد
هرکی اومد باورم نکرد

این روزا شدم مث ِ عروسک تکراری میشم بعد ِ یه مدت
کسی نیست دیگه مث ِ تو باشه
کنارم باشه تو اوج ِ نفرت
این روزا شدم مث ِ عروسک تکراری میشم بعد ِ یه مدت
کسی نیست دیگه مث ِ تو باشه
کنارم باشه تو اوج ِ نفرت

همه پارکهای ِ این شهر و باهم زیر ِ پا گذاشتیم
چقدر مانع سر ِ راهمون بود و
زیر ِ پا گزاشتیم
انقدر یادگاری دارم ازت روی ِ تنم
که شدم یه درخت
که اسم داره روی ِ تنش
چقدر خوش بودیم کنار هم وقت حالیمون نبود
انقدر پر بودیم از شادی
دیگه غم جایی مون نموند
دیگه آدما مثل ِ تو نیستن کنارم بشینن
همه از دور میبینن
میخوان به بازیم بگیرن

این روزا شدم مث ِ عروسک تکراری میشم بعد ِ یه مدت
کسی نیست دیگه مث ِ تو باشه
کنارم باشه تو اوج ِ نفرت
این روزا شدم مث ِ عروسک تکراری میشم بعد ِ یه مدت
کسی نیست دیگه مث ِ تو باشه
کنارم باشه تو اوج ِ نفرت

By: Pourya

Aroosak

Days go by and my eyes are wet and sleepless
It's just nightmares and fantasies

I'm a living dead
Look how devastated I am, I'm lost and confused
I even hate myself
Look how devastated I am
When you'd ask me, “Where are you?!”
I'd reply, “Home.”
It was a flat-out lie
There was someone else with me and there still is

When I was laughing by his side
I just started to realize your worth
I didn't see his eyes when
He was leaving without me

These days I've become like a doll, I get repetitive after some time
There's no one like you anymore
To be by my side even when I'm filled with rage
These days I've become like a doll, I get repetitive after some time
There's no one like you anymore
To be by my side even when I'm filled with rage

I recall those days with you, I want it back
Let's sit together
And talk about plans, good days,
And your laughter in those photos
It's enough for me now
I'm okay with not having you
Yes, I'm that bad person
No one believed me when I came to them

These days I've become like a doll, I get repetitive after some time
There's no one like you anymore
To be by my side even when I'm filled with rage
These days I've become like a doll, I get repetitive after some time
There's no one like you anymore
To be by my side even when I'm filled with rage

We crossed every park in this city together
How many obstacles were in our path
And we trampled them
I now have so many memories of you on my body
I've become a tree
With your name carved on its bark
We were so happy together, we didn't realize the time
We were so full of joy
There was no room for sadness left
No one else can sit by me like you did
They all just watch from afar
They want to play with me

These days I've become like a doll, I get repetitive after some time
There's no one like you anymore
To be by my side even when I'm filled with rage
These days I've become like a doll, I get repetitive after some time
There's no one like you anymore
To be by my side even when I'm filled with rage

By: Pourya