Текст и перевод песни Kii Kitano - 十九才

十九才

心が行(ゆ)く場所を探すなら
心のままにいる私を信じたい
見えない線の どこか向こう側に
自分だけの 光がある

埋めたのに形が違う
まるで歪んでるPuzzle
言い当てても答えはなぜか いつも
突然に変えられてしまう

だけど足りない
ものがあるほど
思いきれるのも
たぶん嘘なんかじゃない

心が行く場所を探すから
心のままにいる私に伝えたい
冷たい風と向かい合うところに
生まれてきた 理由がある

知らないことと
覚えたことが
混ざり合い
いつか夢はできる

ひろげる羽に
ひろがる空を
教えれば
飛び立てる

さみしくて泣いた夜でも
時は前だけに進む
願うだけで 待つ幸せは きっと
いつまでも届かないんだな

いまは遠くて
影もないけど
ここから未来は
ずっと続いてるはず

涙がどうしてもあふれたら
ひとりがつらくなることばが聴こえたら
そっと胸に てのひらあてながら
名前呼んで みるんだ

心が行く場所を探すなら
心のままにいる私を信じたい
見えない線の どこか向こう側に
自分だけの 光がある

Nineteen

If you're looking for a place for your heart to go
You have to believe in the me who is just being herself
On the other side of that invisible line
There's a light that's only yours

I filled it in, but the shape is different
Like a distorted puzzle
Even if you guess it, for some reason the answer is always
Suddenly changed

But it's not enough
The more things I have
The more I can dare to do
Maybe it's not a lie

Because I'm looking for a place for my heart to go
I want to tell the me who is just being herself
In the place where I face the cold wind
There's a reason why I was born

Things I don't know
And things I've learned
Get mixed together
Someday a dream will come true

On your outstretched wings
In the vast sky
If you teach them
They will fly

Even on lonely nights when I cry
Time only moves forward
The happiness of just wishing and waiting will surely
Never come

Right now it's far away
And there's no shadow
But from here the future
Continues on forever

If tears overflow, no matter what
If there are words that make it hard to be alone
Put your hand gently on your chest
And call your name

If you're looking for a place for your heart to go
You have to believe in the me who is just being herself
On the other side of that invisible line
There's a light that's only yours