恋愛感染経路 - Ko Shibasaki перевод на английский

恋愛感染経路

夜中、無性に会いたくて
裸足じゃないけど
誰もがふりむく必死な形相で

さすがに痛かった

「実はお互い傷つけてた」
なんてうそ放り投げ
あ然... 明日もずっと
いると思ってたのは私だけ?

「刺激満たすために
きみを利用する
よほどつらくなければ
愛をささやきもせず
手招きもしない
それは面倒だから。」

涙、私が流すけど
本当に泣くのは君だね
ラインをひかせてもイビツで
とぎれていらだつ

ひどい奴になりたいはず
なんてないのになぜか
かなり八つ当たりで
自分削り君に傷負わす

たまに可愛い笑顔してれば 満足
歩み寄られ 不機嫌
これも見過ごしたら
次のステージが
準備されてるだろう

...夜中、会いたくなって
駆け出すなんて
今じゃ考えられない
泣いてくすぶり
起きた朝に見る空は
どうして青いの?

軽く罪を背負う
だけど目は笑う
奔放に踊りだす

期待させることで
昔のあの人の気持ちが
よく分かる...

「刺激満たすため
きみを利用する
...そんな態度がブレる
愛を装うことで本物に変わる
そんなときもあるでしょう?」

Love Infection Route

In the middle of the night, I felt the urge to see you
I ran out barefoot
Everyone turned around, my face was a sight

It hurt, I must admit

"In truth, we were both hurting each other"
You said as you threw me a lie
I was taken aback... Did I expect
To be with you tomorrow and forever?

"I'll use you
To quench my thirst for excitement
Unless it brings unbearable pain
I'll refrain from whispering sweet nothings
Or beckoning you
Because it's too much of a hassle."

You said, as I shed tears
But it is you who will truly cry
You try to draw a line, but it's uneven
And you get angry when it breaks

You say you want to be heartless
But somehow you're not
You lash out violently
And end up hurting yourself

You're happy with the occasional smile
If I come too close, you get upset
If I ignore that
You'll take it to the next level
I'm sure you're already planning it

...In the middle of the night, I felt the urge to see you
To run to you
That's unthinkable now
I'm left with a dull ache
I look up at the sky
Why does it still look so blue?

I carry a heavy burden
But my eyes laugh
I dance without abandon

By playing with your emotions
I understand how he felt
...That old flame.

"I'll use you
To quench my thirst for excitement
...But you shift your stance
You pretend to care, and sometimes
It starts to feel real. Isn't that right?"