Текст и перевод песни Kolera - Rüsvay

Rüsvay

Günaydin, soguk sözlü donuk yüz
Dogrusunu istersen kabullenemedik
Duygularimla çok düsündük çok konustuk
Kalbe sorduk yatismamis,
Göze döndük bakmak istemez bir hale soktun sen bizi!
Vadinin ortasinda ama eden bir sis
Her sey yerli yerinde biz kör salihiz
Gitmek de zor, kalmak da zor,
Konusmak da, susmak da
Ele karsi mi seviyorsun sen beni?
Ya da ele karsi mi bana kizginligin?
Yüzüme karsi dur da, yer karsi bak konus
Hece kelimeye, kelime cümleye
Cümle derdine dönsün de, dökül bir yerde
Halbuki masali yasamakti bu benim için
Efsane askin destansi olacak, sonra filmi çekilecekti.
Sonrada filmin ikincisi
Zaman çabuk geçti, bozuldu masalimizin sihri
Basa çikamam sanma, daha önce defalarca
Okkalarca aldim yüzüme senden yana yara
Bu kadar da yüzmezdi ya bu kagit gemi suda
Olmasaydi bende bu kara pervasiz sevda
Git ve gelme, bu kapi sana kapali
Yüzün yüzümü görmesin bir daha
Takvimden bir yaprak eksilt
Bugün öldüm say
Zaman ok ben yay
Onca yil Rüsvay
Sevgi devam ettigince sevgi
Kokusu bitmis bir güle kiymet verip, yinede saklamak gibi
Tam kursuna gelecekken önüne atlamak gibi
Sualsiz tüm organlarini ona bagislamak gibi
Düsüncelerim müsterek, iste gözlerim senin
Sana yas döken elalari artik güldürmen gerek
Meçhule dogru kosuyorsun artik durulman gerek
Kötü bir haberim var sana, durup dinlemen gerek!
Kimi kandirdigini saniyorsun sen ha?
Kiminle ayni oyundasin ve kimsin böyle degerli
Kimsin böyle zamansiz ve kimsin böyle duygusuz
Vazgeçilmeyen misin, yoksa hayal aleminde misin?
Sen benim degil, kendi kendinin prensisin
Hemcinslerim de böyle simarik, hemcinslerim de böyle zavalli
Varligim oluyor külfet
Bakiyorum halim tam bir sefalet!
Seviyorsan belli et!
Bu kalp degil bir parça et
Daha fazlasi
Daha daha fazlasi
Git ve gelme, bu kapi sana kapali
Yüzün yüzümü görmesin bir daha
Takvimden bir yaprak eksilt
Bugün öldüm say
Zaman ok ben yay
Onca yil Rüsvay

Disgraced

Morning to you, unemotional, hollow-faced one
Truth be told, we couldn't come to terms with it
We thought it over and talked it out a lot with my emotions
We asked our hearts, it would not settle down,
We turned to our eyes but they would not look. You reduced us to this!
A mist that settles in the middle of the valley
Everything's where it should be, but we are directionless and foolish
It's hard to go, it's hard to stay,
It's hard to speak, it's hard to keep quiet
Is it in front of others that you love me?
Or are you angry with me only in front of others?
Stand before me and speak, show your true face.
Let syllables join words, and words join sentences,
Let sentences turn into troubles and pour them out somewhere
But it was like living a fairy tale to me
The legend of a love epic, then its movie would be made.
And then the movie's sequel
Time passed quickly, and our fairy tale's charm was broken.
Don't imagine I can't handle it, I have taken
Strong blows to my face many times from you,
This little paper boat would not have floated
If it weren't for this reckless passion of mine
Go and don't return, this door is closed to you
May your face not see my face ever again
Tear a leaf off the calendar
Say I died today
Time is the arrow, I am the bow
All these years, Disgraced
Love continues to be love
Like valuing a faded flower and keeping it,
Like jumping in front of a bullet just as it's about to hit
Like donating all your organs without being asked
My thoughts are mutual, even my eyes are yours.
You must make the people who mourn for you laugh now
You're running towards the unknown, you must stop
I have bad news for you, you must stop and listen!
Whom do you think you're deceiving?
Who are you playing the same game with, and who are you so valuable to?
Who are you, so untimely, and who are you, so heartless?
Are you indispensable, or are you in a dream world?
You are not my prince, but your own.
My fellow men are spoiled like this, my fellow men are so pitiful.
My existence becomes a burden
I look at my condition and it's pure misery!
If you love me, show it!
This heart is not just a piece of meat
I demand more
Much, much more
Go and don't return, this door is closed to you
May your face not see my face ever again
Tear a leaf off the calendar
Say I died today
Time is the arrow, I am the bow
All these years, Disgraced