Текст и перевод песни Kosta - Spomini

Spomini

Kam usmerim naj poglede, ko bom prviè spregledu,
Je ljubezen res slepa, sam jest se nism zavedu.
In zdej odpiram oèi, zato me tok še bolj boli,
Vsak spomin na lepe dni, obenem še zaskeli.

Kva bi mogu ti reèt, šokiran in obnemel,
Ujel sem te z zadnjim pogledom, bil sem kot okamenel.
Èutim te v dlaneh, v glavi slišm tvoj smeh,
Vse kar mam so ti spomini in pa solze v oèeh.

In ko sem najbolj na tleh, proti postaji pogledujem,
Ob oknu se sprašujem, èe si že v objemu tujem.
Ko bi bla vsaj tle, da vidiš kaj naèrtujem,
Tebe pogrešam, vem še vedno te v zvezde kujem.

Èe si mela me rada, a si me mogla prizadet?
Nisi hotla verjet, vedno si se mogla upret.
No, upam da si sreèna, res upam, da si,
Z nekom, ki je del tebe in daje ti prave stvari.

Se ti ne zdi? Slika ne odgovori.
Prebijam se skozi noèi, lažje je, ko se zdani.
Izpela se bo pesem, prepustu se bom tišini,
Brez nasmeha in besed, naj priteèejo spomini...

Izpeta pesem, ob meni se prebuja tišina,
Prižgana sveèa, poln pepelnik, v roki kozarec vina,
Oèi napol odprte, vzrte slike v vitrini,
Vidm na koncu mi ostanejo samo spomini...

Èekiram stare cedeje, vse kar spominja na naju,
Midva proti vsem, tko sem jest vedno vidu naju.
Najbrž sem se zmotu, konc je vsega, kar sva mela,
A je res tko hudo, bi se lahko sporazumela?

Od ljudi dobila sva sam ljubosumje, laži,
Odkar sva šla narazen, noben se veè ne oglasi.
Ti metala si oèitke, kiri sploh ne držijo,
Iskala si udarce, ki prletijo in zavrtijo.

Obèutki se spremenijo, si v poljubu dojela,
Z objemi sem te dušil, ti si do me zaledenela.
Išèem te, da to povem, kako jest vidm stvari,
Veter nese besede, daljava jih razprši.

Ne zapret vrat za sabo, ne pozabt na to,
Ne me zredirat kr tko, ne reèt, da ti ni hudo.
Ne kr zbrisat spominov, ne jih spravt v predale
In prid kej sem, kjer sam ruševine so ostale.

Težko se bom sprjaznu s tem, te pogledu v oèi,
Tok resnice, tok laži, vse to - za ceno lepih dni.
Sam ko ljubezni ni, takrat ljubezni veè ni
In èe se sam en trud za njo, veš ljubezen ne preživi.

Povej mi, kaj mi bo rep, èe zdele nism ob teb.
Izpela se je pesem in najdu sm te v seb...

Memories

Where do I look when I first regain my vision?
Is love really blind? I never questioned it then.
And now that I'm opening my eyes, the current hurts even more,
Every memory of good days brings another sting.

What could I have said to you? I was shocked and speechless.
I caught you with a final look, like I was petrified.
I feel you in my hands, I hear your laughter in my head,
All I have are these memories and tears in my eyes.

And when I am at my lowest, I look towards the station.
By the window, I wonder if you're already in someone's arms.
If only you were here, to see what I'm preparing.
I miss you, I still adore you.

If you loved me, how could you hurt me?
You didn't want to believe, you always had to resist.
Well, I hope you're happy, I really do.
With someone who is a part of you and gives you the right things.

Don't you think? The photo won't answer.
I get through the nights; it's easier when it gets light.
The song will finish, I'll give in to the silence.
Without smiles or words, let the memories flow...

The song is finished, a silence awakens beside me.
A lit candle, a full ashtray, a glass of wine in hand.
Half-open eyes fixed on the images in the display window.
I see that all I have left are memories...

I check the old CDs, all the reminders of us.
You and me against the world, that's how I always saw us.
I guess I was wrong, it's the end of everything we had.
Or is it really that bad, could we still understand each other?

You received only jealousy and lies from people.
Since we separated, no one comes around anymore.
You made accusations that were not even true.
You sought out blows that hurt, stun, and shake.

Feelings change, you realized it in the kiss.
I suffocated you with hugs, you grew cold to me.
I'm searching for you, to tell you how I see things.
The wind carries words, distance disperses them.

Don't shut the door behind you, don't forget.
Don't humiliate me like this, don't say that you're not hurting.
Don't erase the memories, don't put them in drawers.
And come by sometime, where I am, where ruins have remained.

It will be hard to accept, to look you in the eye.
A torrent of truth, a torrent of lies, all this - for the price of good days.
But when there's no love, then there's no love.
And when only one tries for it, you know love won't survive.

Tell me, what good is talking if I'm not with you now?
The song has finished and I find you in myself...