Текст и перевод песни Kurs0t - Elimde Fotoğrafın

Elimde Fotoğrafın

4 senemi rehin alıp kurulan hayallerim
Sarılıp kokunu içine çekmek gibi binlercesi
Artık görmeni istiyorum sikik kalbin hislerini
Göze bile alamazdım ben seni kaybetmeyi

Severken ayrı kaldım seni böyle mi hatırlayacaktım
Gözlerimiz ne zaman bakışa tüm gerçek ortadaydı
Onunla mutlusun ve ben bambaşka bi' hayalken
"Bir fotoğraf karesinde sarılan biz yan yanayız"

Ne olmalıydı seninle tanışmasaydık
Birbirini çok iyi tanıyan biz iki yabancıydık
Hastalık beni salmıyor hala tedavi sende
Seni bırakmam diyen kadın söyle şimdi nerde?

Ben anlamadım rüyalarda kavuşuyorken
Anılardaki eski bizi anımsıyorken
Aynı gökyüzünde farklı bize hayal kurarken
Sen ve ben varken neden şimdi biz değiliz

Elimde fotoğrafın masamda yetmişlik
Dünyalara sığmasakta tek kareye yetmiştik
Sence hangi sandal gemiyi buraya getirdi
Gözlerinin seferiyken başka limana terk edildim

Elimde fotoğrafın masamda yetmişlik
Dünyalara sığmasakta tek kareye yetmiştik
Sence hangi sandal gemiyi buraya getirdi
Gözlerinin seferiyken başka limana terk edildim

şimdi n'apmalıyım sana koşmak bir hataydı
Zaman bizi değiştirdi eskisi gibi olmaz artık
Anlamıyorum sensiz olan taşıdığım kalp soluyordu
Ellerimden tutmalıyken sol yanımdan kopuyordun

Unutulmuş bi' hikayenin başrolüydük ikimiz
Senli benli oldu artık kalmamıştı bizlik
Geleceğimi düşünürken sen dünümde gittin
Sevgisizliğine ölmedim ki nefretinle dirileyim

Senden sonra çok şey oldu hiçbirini anlatmadım
Gidişin öyle dağıttı ki hala atlatmadım
çaresizliğin çaresini bile sende aramıştım
Arkama dönüp ne zaman baksam onunla yan yanaydın

Your Picture in My Hand

My dreams, held hostage for 4 years
Thousands of them, like holding you close and breathing in your scent
Now I want you to see the feelings of your heartless heart
I couldn't even bear the thought of losing you

I was separated from you while loving you; was this how I was going to remember it?
When our eyes met, the truth was clear
You're happy with him, and I'm in a completely different dream
"Side by side in a picture frame, embracing"

What should have happened if we had never met?
We were two strangers who knew each other very well
I'm still sick, and the cure is still with you
The woman who said she would never leave me, where is she now?

I don't understand; we meet in my dreams
Remembering the old us in our memories
Dreaming of different futures under the same sky
Why aren't we together now, when you and I exist?

I have your picture on my desk, the one where we're 70
We couldn't fit in the world, but we fit in that one frame
What boat do you think brought the ship here?
While your eyes were the voyage, I was abandoned in another harbor

I have your picture on my desk, the one where we're 70
We couldn't fit in the world, but we fit in that one frame
What boat do you think brought the ship here?
While your eyes were the voyage, I was abandoned in another harbor

What should I do now? Running to you was a mistake
Time has changed us; it's not like before anymore
I don't understand; the heart that carried on without you was fading
While you should have been holding my hands, you were slipping away from my side

We were the stars of a forgotten story
It became about you and me; there was no more "us"
I was thinking about my future when you left in my past
I didn't die from your indifference; I came back to life from your hatred

A lot happened after you; I didn't tell you anything
Your departure destroyed me so much that I still haven't gotten over it
I had even looked to you for a cure for my desperation
Every time I looked back, you were with him, side by side