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眠気にやられた眼で 窓の外ばかり見ていた
不安や嫉妬や恐怖を 見るのはもううんざりで
どうせなら綺麗なものを なるべく綺麗なものが見たい
そう思って眺めてたら 外で子猫が轢かれてた
悲しみも過去の過ちも全て綺麗に忘れるって言うなら
善も悪もくだらねぇよ 結局全部同じだろ
命は今日も簡単に 誰にも知られず消えていく
「仕方が無い」じゃ 割り切れないよ

久しぶりに会ったあの子は 前よりさらに痩せていた
少しは強くなったよと 人間にもだいぶ慣れたと
僕は相変わらずなんだ 色々から逃げてばかりで
下を向いて歩く癖が いまだにずっと治らない
人殺しや詐欺師なんかとは違うんだ 何も悪くないと
自分自身の正当性 どうにか探してみるけど
思い当たるもの全てが なんだか言い訳に聞こえて
急に申し訳なくなって 許してくれと呟いた

干涸らびて 朽ちていくだけの
この身であと何が
出来るの

大丈夫って 言っておくれよ
まだ陽が落ちてしまう前に
ただ寒くて 人に縋って
一人じゃないって 都合良すぎるぜ
もう言ってる事すら曖昧
それが日々

僕らが今までちゃんと生きた事をお互い確かめ合うみたいに
帰りの道を二人で どちらとも言わず歩いて
あそこで昔事故があった事や秘密で飼った猫の消息
何かに抵抗するように 必死で色々思い出した
彼は野球選手を夢見てどこか遠くの街へ出たきり
彼女は１６で妊娠して今は一人きりで暮らしてる
明日なんて分からないと あの子は笑ってから泣いた
つられて僕も笑った 泣けないからただ笑った

干涸らびて 朽ちていくだけの
思いはどこにしまえば
いいんだろ

幸せだって言っておくれよ
また冬が来てしまう前に
時が経って 人も変わって
なら約束も 未来も意味ないぜ
もう記憶も意識も曖昧
それが日々

産まれた人
死んでゆく人
生産 消費
繰り返す命
誰もが皆
死に向かって進む
それなら死ねば幸福か

大丈夫って 言っておくれよ
また陽が落ちてしまう前に
楽しい事だけ 切って繋いで
それしか無いって 空しすぎるでしょ

幸せだって 言っておくれよ
また冬が来てしまう前に
時が経って 人も変わって
なら約束も 未来も意味ないぜ
もう記憶も意識も曖昧
それが日々

Cracks

Staring out the window with eyes heavy with sleep,
Tired of seeing anxiety, jealousy, and fear
I'd rather look at something beautiful, something as beautiful as possible.
As I was watching, I saw a kitten get run over.
If you say you can forget all your sorrows and past mistakes,
Good and evil are meaningless, they're both the same in the end.
Lives are lost every day, easily, without anyone noticing.
I can't accept it with a "that's life" attitude.

The last time I saw her, she had lost even more weight.
She told me she'd gotten a little stronger, and had gotten used to humans.
I'm still the same, always running away from things.
I still can't break the habit of walking with my head down.
I'm not a murderer or a con artist. I'm not evil,
But when I try to justify my actions,
Everything I come up with sounds like an excuse.
Suddenly, I felt sorry for myself and whispered, "Forgive me."

Withering and decaying,
What else can I do
With this body?

Tell me everything's okay,
Before the sun sets.
Just cling to me because I'm cold,
It's convenient to pretend I'm not alone.
Now even what I'm saying is vague,
That's what everyday life is like.

Like we were confirming that we had both lived our lives properly,
We walked home together without saying a word.
Recalling the accident that happened there long ago, and the cat we secretly kept,
We desperately tried to remember things as if resisting something.
He dreamed of being a baseball player and left for a distant city.
She got pregnant at 16 and now lives alone.
She laughed, then cried, saying that she never knows what will happen tomorrow.
I laughed too, because I couldn't cry.

Withering and decaying,
Where can I put my
Thoughts?

Tell me I'm happy,
Before winter comes again.
As time passes and people change,
Promises and the future become meaningless.
My memories and consciousness are vague,
That's what everyday life is like.

People are born,
People die,
Production, consumption,
The cycle of life.
Everyone
Is marching toward death,
So does happiness come with death?

Tell me everything's okay,
Before the sun sets.
Stringing together only the happy moments,
Is that all there is? It's so empty.

Tell me I'm happy,
Before winter comes again.
As time passes and people change,
Promises and the future become meaningless.
My memories and consciousness are vague,
That's what everyday life is like.