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If I Am…

今までそばにいてくれた キミはもうドコにもいないの
必ずまた会えるような気がして ボクは待ってたの...
またボクの名前呼んであの笑顔くれますか?
「永遠に僕ら一緒だね」と言ってたのに
「永遠」がこんなにすぐ終わるなんて
何度呼んだって2度と会えないのにね
最後までずっとそばにいたかった
ただそれだけなの...
初めて泣くキミをみたら 誰にもみせたくはなくて
このままいつまでもずっと続くと信じていたのに
もしボクが死んだ時はその涙くれますか?
「さよなら」に代わる言葉だって最後に言った
「ありがとう」の意味が分からずに ずっと...
何故か本当の意味を知りたくないの
だってその時キミは僕の前には
いないから...
どうやったっていつも思い出すの
キミがボクと過ごした時を
いつだって誰よりそばにいたいんだ
嬉しい時も悲しい時でも
今までそばにいてくれた キミはもうココにはいないけど
最後に一度だけ聞いてほしいの
「今までありがとう」
「永遠に僕ら一緒だね」と言ってたのに
「永遠」がこんなにすぐ終わるなんて
何度呼んだって2度と会えないのにね
最後までずっとそばにいたかった
ただそれだけなの...

If I Am…

The one who was always by my side, you're nowhere to be found now
I felt like we would surely meet again, so I waited...
Will you call out my name again and show me that smile?
You said, "We'll be together forever,"
But "forever" ended so quickly
No matter how many times I call, I'll never meet you again
I wanted to be by your side till the very end
That's all...
The first time I saw you cry, I didn't want anyone to see
I believed it would continue forever, just like that
If I die, will you shed a tear for me?
"Goodbye" was the word you spoke in the end,
I've never understood the meaning of "thank you," forever...
For some reason, I don't want to know the real meaning
Because at that moment, you're not in front of me...
I can't be there...
No matter what, I always remember
The time you spent with me
I always want to be closer to you than anyone else
In good times and bad
The one who was always by my side, you're not here anymore
But I have one last thing I want to ask you
Thank you for everything
You said, "We'll be together forever,"
But "forever" ended so quickly
No matter how many times I call, I'll never meet you again
I wanted to be by your side till the very end
That's all...