Текст и перевод песни MY FIRST STORY - Hyena

Hyena

ひび割れた幸せな時を過ごすほど
I′m sick of it
飢えている悲しいハイエナみたいだ
噛み付いて邪魔をして
エゴを押し付けてるだけ
いやいや 悪いのは誰だ

足掻いて泣いて抱いて血にまみれ
変わらないのなんで自分ひとり
幸せになれない叶わないだから逃げ出すの
愛そうともせず愛をまた欲しがるだけでしょう

僕は弱いね 弱いね 弱くて意地っ張りだね
1人じゃ何にもできないのに
全て知ったような口ぶりで
近寄る愛を遠ざけていた
こんな僕でも強くなるから聞いて

すれ違う幸せそうな顔見るたびに
I'm sick of it
真っ黒な心に染まり始める
見下して叫んでも誰も振り向かないまま
いやいや 痛いのはどこだ

途絶えて避けて擦れて枯れ果てて
変われないの責めて自分1人
幸せの中で立ち尽くし孤独演じてる
解ろうともせず人のせいにしてるだけでしょう

僕は弱いね 弱いね 弱くて意地っ張りだね
1人じゃ何にもできないのに
全て知ったような口ぶりで
近寄る愛を遠ざけていた
こんな僕でも強くなるから 聞いて

今まで僕は1人だと思い続けて
ずっと生きてきたけど
今なら君と2人だと思い始めて
歩き出せるこの想いが君に届くのなら

僕は弱いね 弱いね 弱くて意地っ張りだね
1人で生きるのはもう無理だ

僕は弱いね 弱いね 弱くて見えっ張りだね
1人じゃ何にもできないから
君とずっと一緒にいたいと
心から今そう思うから
こんな僕でも そばに居させて ずっと

こんな僕でも強くなるから聞いて

Hyena

As I spend time amidst this fragmented happiness,
I'm sick of it
I resemble a starving, wretched hyena,
Snapping and interrupting,
Imposing my ego.
Oh no, who's to blame?

I thrash about, I weep, I embrace you, I'm covered in blood,
Why is it that I alone remain unchanged?
I can't attain happiness, my dreams remain unfulfilled, so I flee.
I make no effort to love, yet I continue to crave it.

I'm weak, I know it, I'm weak, I'm stubborn and weak,
I can't do anything on my own,
With a know-it-all attitude
I pushed away the love that came close.
Even a weakling like me longs to be strong, so listen to me.

Each time I encounter someone fortunate,
I'm sick of it
Darkness begins to consume my heart.
I may scream and belittle others, but no one pays attention.
Oh no, where does it hurt?

I stumble, I avoid, I scrape by, I wither away,
I can't change, I blame only myself.
I stand frozen amidst contentment, acting out my solitude.
I make no attempt to understand, I simply blame others.

I'm weak, I know it, I'm weak, I'm stubborn and weak,
I can't do anything on my own,
With a know-it-all attitude
I pushed away the love that came close.
Even a weakling like me longs to be strong, so listen to me.

I've always believed that I'm alone
And I've lived my life that way
But now, with you by my side
I can finally take that first step, if only my feelings can reach you.

I'm weak, I know it, I'm weak, I'm stubborn and weak,
I can't live alone anymore.

I'm weak, I know it, I'm weak and I'm a show-off,
I can't do anything on my own,
So I want to be with you forever,
Because that's what I truly feel.
Even a weakling like me, please stay by my side.

Even a weakling like me longs to be strong, so listen to me.