Текст и перевод песни Mad Clown - Without You (feat.Hyolyn(Sistar))

Without You (feat.Hyolyn(Sistar))

402호 빈집 불 꺼졌네 온몸이 터널 같아 허전해
밤은 낮을 걷어내고 비가 내린 것 같지는
않은데 내 눈가 어? 젖었네
똑똑 넌 여기 없는 것 같아 조심스레 현관문 열고 들어간 다음
안쪽에서 문을 잠그네 철컥 너를 떠나 보내는 소리 철컥

니가 나간 추억이란 방 홀로 남아
니 멋대로 어질러놓은 기억들을 난 담아
떠나가는 입장과 떠나 보내는 입장은 항상
달라 둘은 전혀 다른 심장

니가 뭘 알아
너만 편한 거짓말로 날 계속 아프게 하지마
그래 넌 돌아서서 가 사랑했으니까 넌 다치지 않을 만큼만
날 옆에 둔거니까 니가 외롭지 않을 만큼만

견딜만해 지낼만해
어차피 다치지 않을 만큼
사랑했으니까
But I still love you
참을만해 말하지만
자존심 땜에 하지 못한 말
헤어지지 말자
'Cause I still love you
다 거짓말 I'm fine
다 거짓말 I'm fine
Even without you
Even without you

견딜만해 괜찮아 생각보다 견딜만해 내 삶에 니가 없어도
친절하지 못했던 이별의 방식이었지만
걱정 마 견딜만해 난 보기보다
빨랠 돌리다 티비를 켜 잠시 멍
때리다 책상에 앉아 책을 펴 밥을 먹어
니가 빠져버린 내 일상 별로 달라진
건 없어 사랑했거든 넌 다치지 않을 만큼만

나 이별을 똑바로 마주보는 법 몰라서
슬픔 앞에 고슴도치마냥 웅크렸어
아닌 척 정말로 나 노력하고 있지만
숨을 안 쉬는 것 빼곤 별 짓 다해봐도 아퍼

언젠가 사랑을 잃었을 때
다시는 그러지 않겠다
가슴에 아프게 새긴 노랫말
미련을 추하다 여기지 말 것
또 기꺼이 아파하고 마음껏 울을 것

견딜만해 지낼만해
어차피 다치지 않을 만큼
사랑했으니까
But I still love you
참을만해 말하지만
자존심 땜에 하지 못한 말
헤어지지 말자
'Cause I still love you

서로의 마음 각도기처럼 재곤 했던 우린 결국
딱 그만큼의 사랑 딱 그만큼의 집
쉴 곳도 돼주지 못한
채 서로를 가두기 바빴고
보금자리가 돼주기보다
문을 굳게 닫은 창고
추억은 빈집에 갇히고
우린 여기 다신 안 와
한가지 확실한 건
그런 감정 이제는 다신 안 와
잘 지내 내 모든 맘으로 널 그리워해
사랑은 갇히고
난 바깥에서 문을 잠그네 빈집

너 들리니 거기 있니
더 많이 안아주지 못한 나
이기적이던 나 정말 미안해

이별 앞에서 너 앞에서
자존심 땜에 하지 못한 말
헤어지지 말자
'Cause I still love you
다 거짓말 I'm fine
다 거짓말 I'm fine
Even without you
Even without you

Without You (feat.Hyolyn(Sistar))

The lights in apartment 402 are out, my whole body feels empty like a tunnel
Night has chased out the day, although it doesn’t feel like it rained
Wait, why are my eyes wet?
Click-clack, it feels like you're not here, I carefully open the front door and step inside
Then I lock the door from the inside, click the sound of sending you away, click

The memories of you leaving fill the room
I take the memories that you’ve left in such a mess and
The one who leaves and the one who is left behind always
Feel completely different

What do you know?
Don’t keep hurting me with your convenient lies
Yes, you turned around and left, because you loved me, you didn’t want to hurt me
You kept me by your side, so that you wouldn’t be lonely

It's bearable, I can go on
Since I won’t get hurt anyway
Because I loved you
But I still love you
I can endure it, I tell myself
The words I couldn't say because of my pride
Let’s not break up
'Cause I still love you
It's all a lie, I'm fine
It's all a lie, I'm fine
Even without you
Even without you

It’s bearable, it’s okay, it’s more bearable than I thought, even without you in my life
The way we broke up wasn’t kind
But don’t worry, it’s bearable, I’m better than I look
I spin the dial, turn on the TV and stare for a while
I sit at my desk, open a book and eat my dinner
My routine without you hasn’t changed much
Because I loved you, you didn’t want to hurt me

I don’t know how to face a breakup
I curl up like a hedgehog when I’m sad
No, really, I’m trying
But it hurts no matter what I do, except when I stop breathing

Someday when I lose love
I won’t be like this again
The lyrics painfully etched into my heart
I won’t wallow in regret
I’ll be willing to get hurt again, to cry my heart out

It's bearable, I can go on
Since I won’t get hurt anyway
Because I loved you
But I still love you
I can endure it, I tell myself
The words I couldn't say because of my pride
Let’s not break up
'Cause I still love you

We used to measure each other’s love like a protractor, but in the end
Our love was only this big, our home only this big
It wasn’t a place of rest
We were too busy trapping each other
Instead of being a shelter
We were a tightly closed warehouse
Our memories are trapped in this empty house
We’ll never come back here
One thing is for sure
I’ll never feel this way again
Take care, I miss you with all my heart
Our love is trapped
And I’m locking the door from the outside, empty house

Can you hear me? Are you there?
I’m so sorry I couldn’t hold you more tightly
I was so selfish

In front of this breakup, in front of you
The words I couldn't say because of my pride
Let’s not break up
'Cause I still love you
It's all a lie, I'm fine
It's all a lie, I'm fine
Even without you
Even without you