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Umareta Imi Nado Nakatta

厚紙の箱に捨てられた 命ならば値打ちはないか？
バス停 待合に渦巻く 見て見ぬふりの雑踏
書き損じはどうしようもないが それに勝る反吐が出ないか？
その行方は今日日じゃ 誰も知らない
母の手を零れた 小さな命は
後部座席に勝る価値もない
何者にもなれる命で
救えるものひとつもないのだ
これほどに器用な手先で
救えるものひとつもないのだ 僕たちは
底知れた愚鈍な世界だ 書き物に筆を取れども
ぶちまけたインクのそれが ひどく適切ではないか？
死にたいかと言われりゃ 特に死ぬほどの孤独でもないが
生きたいか問われたら 何も言えない
虚しさに適した表情はどれだ
書き始めの言葉は
『生まれた意味などなかった。』
先見えぬ小説を読めば
捲り終えぬ世界があるのか？
振り向けば崩れる足場で
明日から何処へ向かうのだろう 僕たちは
アンノウン
「私は誰だ」 「貴方は誰だ」
アンノウン
消しては書いて 丸め捨てては
アンノウン
自分ひとつが未だ書けない
生まれた意味などないのか？
生まれた意味などないのか？
―――生まれた意味などないのだ。
事切れぬものなんてないのに
救えるものひとつもないのに
この命に意味などないのに
優しい明日なんてないのに
行かなくちゃ たとえ死に向かって歩いていたって
書かなくちゃ 当然余白も残っちゃいないが
知らなくちゃ 明日を この途方もない暗晦を
生きなくちゃ 生きなくちゃ
生きなくちゃいけない

There Was No Meaning In Being Born

If your life is thrown away in a cardboard box, does it have no value?
The bus stop waiting room swirls with a commotion of indifference
A mistake is irredeemable, but is it more disgusting?
Its whereabouts are unknown these days
A small life was dropped from its mother's hands,
It's worth less than the back seat of a car
With a life that could become anything,
It can't save a single thing
With such skillful hands,
We can't save a single thing
It's an unfathomably stupid world, and I write the words,
But isn't the spilled ink too fitting?
If you ask me if I want to die, I'm not lonely enough to die,
But if you ask me if I want to live, I can't say anything
What expression is appropriate for emptiness
The first words written are,
'There was no meaning in being born.'
If you read a novel that you can't see the end of,
Is there a world that you can't turn the pages of?
When I turn around, the scaffolding collapses,
Where will we go from tomorrow?
Unknown
'Who am I?' 'Who are you?'
Unknown
Erase, write, crumple up and throw away,
Unknown
I still can't write a single thing about myself
Was there no meaning in being born?
Was there no meaning in being born?
―――There was no meaning in being born.
Nothing can die,
But nothing can be saved
There is no meaning in this life
There is no kind tomorrow
I have to go, even if I'm walking towards death
I have to write, obviously there's no margin left
I have to know, tomorrow, this immense darkness
I have to live, I have to live
I have to keep living