Текст и перевод песни Mao Abe - 変わりたい唄

変わりたい唄

一体何になりたいの？
負けたくないのは何故なの？
どうしてこんなに今が苦しいの
一体何に勝ちたいの？
このまんまじゃダメなの？
命こそが輝いてるのに

誰かに勝ちたいと思ううちは
どこにも行けないね

変わりたいもっと自分を生きたい
誰かの私ではもう居られない
だから行くよ

ずっと前にも、一度
同じことを思っていたよ
ここに居てはいけない気がしてた
それから月日は流れ大事なこと忘れてた
どうして私はここに居るんだっけ？

「神様をいつもびっくりさせたい」
ただそれだけだよ

変わらない思いをもう一度手にして
誰かの心震わせてみたい

君が決めれば世界は動く本当の君が
そう望めば

変わりたいもっと自分になりたい

私が生まれた意味を知りたい

変わりたいもっと自分を生きたい
誰かの私ではもう居られない

だから行くよ
君が決めれば世界は必ずその通り

Song of Wanting to Change

What exactly do I want to become?
Why do I hate losing so much?
Why is the present so painful?
What exactly do I want to win?
Is it not okay to stay like this?
Even though life itself is shining brightly

As long as I want to win against someone,
I won't be able to go anywhere

I want to change, I want to live more as myself
I can't be someone else's version of me anymore
That's why I'm going

A long time ago, once before,
I felt the same way
I felt like I shouldn't be here
Then time passed and I forgot the important things
Why am I here again?

“I always want to surprise God”
That's all

Holding onto that unchanging desire once more,
I want to make someone's heart tremble

If you decide, the world will move, the true you
If you wish for it

I want to change, I want to become more myself

I want to know the meaning of my birth

I want to change, I want to live more as myself
I can't be someone else's version of me anymore

That's why I'm going
If you decide, the world will surely follow