Ispod (Dara II) - Marcelo перевод на английский

Ispod (Dara II)

Nadji me
Ispod sam

Glava je pretesan stan za strah
Kada cimer mu je bes
A da makar znas
Odakle taj mrak, otkud teskoba
Tvoj zderac, uzalud trazis ga spolja

Covek mi prica uz casicu nocas
Dok palimo pljugu na pljugu
I ocaj se ocas ugusio dimom
Otkad smo seli, on veli
Da ispod lezi sav izvor

Da nisu pomoc tablete, ni srinkovi
Vec mesto samo za tebe,
Mesto u glavi gde sagradis hram
I u njega se sklanjas kad san
Spusti roletne na dan

Tamo je mir, tvoj spokoj
Ali i odgovor tih
Na pitanje sta te to zapravo muci
Sta struze ti kozu dok ispod nje puzi

Kaze, njegov je hram - kuca
Sa malenom bastom i ogradom od pruca
Tu sede svi njegovi, mrtvi odavno
I jednom ce mu reci sta tisti ga stvarno

Nadji me
Ispod sam

Tu sede svi njegovi, mrtvi odavno
Sa osmehom prime ga, posluze kafom
I samo ta kucica, avlija, smiraj
Tese ga, kazu da se ne sekira

Da zivot je divalj
Al' opet - divan
Kad god sklopi oka
Tamo je s njima

Ali jednoga dana, tamo je nas'o
U krilu svog pokojnog oca
Devojcicu s masnom
I celog prozdra ga jeza

Zar ne znas
To ti je cerka

Moj prijatelj kriknu
Ali, ja je nemam
Nikad je nisam ni imao, kojesta
Ne, nije tako, sapuce starac

Seti se, bio si jos klinac tada
Sanja i ti, ljubav, nepaznja
Necete bebu, odluka je pala

Abortus, raskid, svakom svoja staza
Vreme, zaborav, zivot je takav
Al' ma kako hteo da ne gledas nazad
Ono sto je ispod uvek se vraca

Nadji me
Ispod sam

Tako je lepa, divno se smeje
On pada na kolena, suze mu lete
Oprosti mi dete, al' bili smo deca
Zbunjeni, sami, u strahu od sveta
Mi nismo mogli, mi nismo smeli

Ona to zna, nemoj da klecis
Njoj samo treba sta treba i tebi
Da duse se oproste na nacin lepsi

I tada mu kaza njeno ime, Dara
Dar, odbijeni poklon iz raja
I kaza mu sta je njoj jedina zelja
Da ode u Valjevo, gde bese nekad

I pusti ruzu niz reku za nju,
Za zbogom, da dusa smiri se tu
I on ucini tako, i otad mu je bolje
Jer mir se uselio sad ispod koze

Pa dobro je, druze moj, drago mi, eto
Al' to je sve trip, u glavi je sve to
Ne mislis valjda da je stvarno, rekoh
Al' drug mi kaza da ima jos nesto
Da dan posle toga mu svratio brat

Ej, postacu cale, zamisli, ja

I imacete cerku,
I zvacete je Dara
Je l' da

Brat ustuknu

Da, otkud znas

Beneath (Dara II)

Find me
I am beneath

The head is a cramped apartment for fear
When its roommate is anger
And if you only knew
Where this darkness comes from, where this anxiety originates
Your tormentor, you search for him in vain outside

A man tells me over a glass tonight
As we light cigarette after cigarette
And despair is momentarily choked by smoke
Since we sat down, he says
That beneath lies all the source

That pills and shrinks aren't the help
But a place just for you,
A place in your head where you build a temple
And you take refuge in it when sleep
Lowers the blinds on the day

There is peace, your serenity
But also the silent answer
To the question of what actually torments you
What scrapes your skin as it crawls beneath it

He says, his temple is a house
With a small garden and a fence made of twigs
All his people sit there, long dead
And one day they will tell him what really torments him

Find me
I am beneath

All his people sit there, long dead
They greet him with a smile, serve him coffee
And only that little house, the yard, the peace
Comfort him, tell him not to worry

That life is wild
But still - wonderful
Whenever he closes his eyes
He is there with them

But one day, there he found
In the lap of his deceased father
A little girl with a braid
And a chill ran through his whole body

Don't you know
That's your daughter

My friend screamed
But, I don't have one
I never had one, what are you talking about
No, it's not like that, the old man whispered

Remember, you were just a kid then
Dreams, you, love, carelessness
You didn't want a baby, the decision was made

Abortion, breakup, each one on their own path
Time, oblivion, life is like that
But no matter how you want to avoid looking back
What's beneath always returns

Find me
I am beneath

She is so beautiful, she smiles wonderfully
He falls to his knees, his tears fly
Forgive me, child, but we were children
Confused, alone, afraid of the world
We couldn't, we didn't dare

She knows that, don't kneel
She just needs what you need too
For souls to forgive in a more beautiful way

And then she told him her name, Dara
A gift, a rejected gift from heaven
And she told him what her only wish was
To go to Valjevo, where she once was

And let a rose flow down the river for her,
For goodbye, for her soul to find peace there
And he did so, and since then he's been better
Because peace has now settled beneath his skin

Well, that's good, my friend, I'm glad, there you go
But it's all a trip, it's all in your head
You don't really think it's real, I said
But my friend told me there's something else
That the day after that his brother came by

Hey, I'm gonna be a dad, imagine that, me

And you'll have a daughter,
And you'll name her Dara
Right?

The brother flinched

Yes, how did you know