Текст и перевод песни Matteoh - Pochybnosti

Pochybnosti

Niekedy mám pochybnosti, kto je vôbec crew yeah (crew yeah)
Nespím, rozmýšľam po nociach, pozorujem tmu yeah (tmu yeah)
Dlhý pohľad do tmy očistil mi view yeah (view yeah)
Narodený do starosti, teraz to mám vieš kde (vieš kde)

Niekedy mám pochybnosti, kto je vôbec crew yeah (crew yeah)
Nespím, rozmýšľam po nociach, pozorujem tmu yeah (tmu yeah)
Dlhý pohľad do tmy očistil mi view yeah (view yeah)
Narodený do starosti, teraz to mám vieš kde (vieš kde)

Som samotár a ťažko hľadám silu venovať sa kruhu, ktorý tu mám
Sorry guys, už je to tak
Snažím sa moje najlepšie, niekedy to nejde
Dám si pauzu, nechcem vidieť nič
Stevie Wonder shit

Chcem len počuť hudbu, bubny
Melódie nech sa tvoria
Sklamal som sa minimálne tridsaťšesťkrát
Vstal som, išiel zas
Vstal som, išiel zas
Zas sa nachádzam v sračkách, v sračkách

Dal som to už raz, tak to dám aj teraz
Nenechám sa vyviesť z miery
Keď ti nikto neverí, ver ty v seba
Donesie ťa to tam, kam ťa nezoberie žiaden aeroplán
Uvidíš svet z inej perspektívy, otvoríš myseľ
Dávno som sa naučil nenastavovať si predpoklady
Rátam s tým, že budú aj také dni
Hore dole ako sinusoida
Všetci chceme šťastie, no mne už veľa nechýba

Niekedy mám pochybnosti, kto je vôbec crew yeah (crew yeah)
Nespím, rozmýšľam po nociach, pozorujem tmu yeah (tmu yeah)
Dlhý pohľad do tmy očistil mi view yeah (view yeah)
Narodený do starosti, teraz to mám vieš kde (vieš kde)

Niekedy mám pochybnosti, kto je vôbec crew yeah (crew yeah)
Nespím, rozmýšľam po nociach, pozorujem tmu yeah (tmu yeah)
Dlhý pohľad do tmy očistil mi view yeah (view yeah)
Narodený do starosti, teraz to mám vieš kde (vieš kde)

Toto je môj najhlbší track
Kto ma pozná, vie
Že tieto bary nie sú filler
Dávam, čo viem a poznám
Čo som zažil, čo som prežil
Nádej zomrela párkrát
Vždycky sa prebudila, keď som ju potreboval

Bola tam vždy ako moja mama (mama)
Otec bol mimo 24/7
A keď som ho videl, nebol to príjemný pohľad
Takže som bol radšej, keď doma vôbec nebol
Alkohol je kurva silná droga
A nehovor, že nie
Životy zničené, manželstvá rozvrátené
Sny pochované vo fľaši, ktorá sa plaví v mori sĺz

A preto keď ma počuješ povedať
Že nepijem, tak už vieš prečo
Nevidím v tom zmysel
Načo mi je niečo, čo mi napáchalo
Toľko zloby, toľko škody na duši, že neviem
Či existuje taká záplata
Ktorá by to dala dokopy

Doubts

Sometimes I have doubts, who's even my crew, yeah (crew, yeah)
I don't sleep, I think at night, I observe the darkness, yeah (darkness, yeah)
A long look into the darkness cleared my view, yeah (view, yeah)
Born into worries, now I know where they are (you know where)

Sometimes I have doubts, who's even my crew, yeah (crew, yeah)
I don't sleep, I think at night, I observe the darkness, yeah (darkness, yeah)
A long look into the darkness cleared my view, yeah (view, yeah)
Born into worries, now I know where they are (you know where)

I'm a loner and it's hard for me to find the strength to devote myself to the circle I have here
Sorry, guys, it's just the way it is
I'm trying my best, sometimes it doesn't work
I'll take a break, I don't want to see anything
Stevie Wonder shit

I just want to hear music, drums
Let the melodies form
I've disappointed myself at least thirty-six times
I got up, went again
I got up, went again
I find myself in shit again, in shit

I did it once, so I'll do it now
I won't be put off
When nobody believes in you, believe in yourself, girl
It will take you where no airplane can
You'll see the world from a different perspective, you'll open your mind
I learned a long time ago not to set expectations
I expect that there will be such days
Up and down like a sine wave
We all want happiness, but I don't need much anymore

Sometimes I have doubts, who's even my crew, yeah (crew, yeah)
I don't sleep, I think at night, I observe the darkness, yeah (darkness, yeah)
A long look into the darkness cleared my view, yeah (view, yeah)
Born into worries, now I know where they are (you know where)

Sometimes I have doubts, who's even my crew, yeah (crew, yeah)
I don't sleep, I think at night, I observe the darkness, yeah (darkness, yeah)
A long look into the darkness cleared my view, yeah (view, yeah)
Born into worries, now I know where they are (you know where)

This is my deepest track
Who knows me, knows
That these bars aren't filler
I give what I know and understand
What I experienced, what I survived
Hope died a few times
Always woke up when I needed her

She was always there like my mom (mom)
Dad was out 24/7
And when I saw him, it wasn't a pleasant sight
So I preferred it when he wasn't home at all
Alcohol is a damn strong drug
And don't say it's not
Lives ruined, marriages broken
Dreams buried in a bottle floating in a sea of tears

And that's why when you hear me say
That I don't drink, you know why
I don't see the point
Why do I need something that caused me
So much anger, so much damage to my soul, that I don't know
If there is such a patch
That would put it together