Текст и перевод песни Mehrab - Khaleh

Khaleh

ببخشید این جا هنوزم همون مسافر خونه ست؟
پس مثله قدیم یه قهوه بیار خاله
محرابم
دیر اومدم رفته دلم واسه مسافر خونه تنگ شده بود خیلی
مجنون توی انفردی میره دنیا عوض میشه با فرهاد میره لیلی
مهمونم امروز تو این مسافر خونه همین جا میعادگاه همیشگی
خاله عشقمو چند ساله ندیدم آدرسشو داری میشه بهم بگی؟
خاله بزن به حساب قهوه ی آخره اینم یکی از هزارتا قهوه که با عشقم خوردم
هنوزم مثل قدیم میام اینجا آخه عشقمو همیشه اینجا میاوردم
هنوزم پاتوقم این مسافر خونه است من با تموم اتاقاش خاطره ها ساختم
ماه عسل بودیم خون شد ماهمون عشقم هوا به هوا شد زندگیمو باختم
خداحافظیات مال من سلامت مال اون عشق دو آتیشتو اون مرامت مال اون
دلتنگی واسه من سر درد واسه من بگو پرده های عفافتو وا کردی جلو اون
گریه هات واسه من بغضات واسه من یادته چقدر گفتم بهت بمون
تو میگفتی به من که خودمونی بشی اون آقا پسر کیه که بهش میگی ایشون
بعضی وقتا اینقدر حرف تو دلت جمع که نمیتونی جلوی اشکاتو بگیری
فریاد میکشی هیشکیو نمیخوای دلت میخواد کنار عکساش بمیری
همیشه اونی زندگی تو رو خراب میکنه که قرار بود زندگیتو باهاش بسازی
اینقدر خون از تنم رفته که سرگیجه
میگیرم باید مهرابو وصل کنن به منبع خون سازی
نه دردونه ی قلبم رو زخم من مرهم دلخوشیه شبا و لحظه های پر دردم
به یه تار موت قسم که میگذرم از چشات
اصا شاید یه روزی ببین من اشتباه کردم
نه میخوام که برگردی نه میخوام که
تنهاشی داداش حال من به درک فقط مواظبش باشی
امروز نمیدونم چی به سمت اینجا منو
کشید هوای اتاق مسافر خونه نفسمو برید
بغض کردی آروم نیستی دلت براش تنگه چاره ی دل جیغه چاره ی دل جیغه
خاله ازدواج مگه حرومه خدایی که منو ول کرده با یارو شده صیغه
خاله تا حالا شده یکی موقع حرف زدن هی سکوت بکنه هی خیره بشه بهت
اصا داستانش اینقدر سوزناک باشه که از غم بدبختیش بخواد بترکه دلت
(از غم بدبختیش بخواد بترکه دلت)
ای بر پدرت لعنت که نمردی حتی به هزار زور و ضربت
بر پدرت لعنت من خوابتو میینم تو خوابی با اون رو تخت
ای بر پدرت لعنت گفتم چطور خونه گفتی بذار پای قسمت
بر پدرت لعنت این همه هرزه گری واسه تو نشد درس عبرت
دیگه نمیخندم برات دیگه غیرتی نمیشم
همه چیو میریزم تو خودم دیوونه تر میشم
دست خورده شدی هر جایی شدی تو مود منه غیرتی نیست من که نمیکشم
معتاد تیغ شدم میبینی همرو واست نوشتم آخه نامه ی آخره
یادت باشه تنها اشکی که هیچ وقت نباید ریخته شه اشکای مادره
کجای بازی چشای تو خیسه اشک میشه اون که آبروی من بود بی آبرو میشه
حواسم هست بهت که اصلا حواست نیست چرا کنارش خوابیدی چرا لباست نیست
روزای آخرم گفتی یه جای کار میلنگه اصلا پیش خودت گفتی که عشقم دلش تنگه
چرا با من دلم بعد دوریت هر شبا با تیغ میجنگه
تو رفتی ولی هر رفتنی یه تقاصی داره مثه چشمای مادری که هر شب میباره
الهی بمیرم نمیتونه حتی نگاهم کنه جنون گرفت منو رفتی حالم خرابه
عکساتو شیکوندم قرصامو نخوردم رگامو پاره پاره کردم بازم نمردم
بابام میزد تو گوشم هی تکونم میداد
مامانم واسه زنده موندنم قرآن قسم میداد
دیگه روم نمیشه که توی جمع گریه کنم دیگه روم نمیشه جاییمو با تیغ بزنم
جلو تموم دکترا شرمنده شدم دیگه اسم بیمارستان میاد خجالت میکشم
هنوز رو دیوار مسافر خونه یادگاریت هست اگه گذرت خورد یه نگاهی بهش بنداز
شاید یادت بیفته که چی بودی چی شدی فقط بعدش یه شاخه گلایل رو خاکم بنداز
دلتنگی خیلی نامرده دلتنگی خیلی نامرده آخه یهو عاشق میشی و از چشم میفتی
قیمت عشقه من چنده چقدر سوال کردم خاله چقدر سوال کردم خاله آخرم نگفتی
دردونه ی قلبم رو زخم من مرهم دلخوشیه شبا و لحظه های پر دردم
دلخوشیه شبا و لحظه های پر دردم, دلخوشیه شبا و لحظه های پر دردم

Khaleh (Aunt)

Excuse me, is this still the same guesthouse?
So, like old times, bring me a cup of coffee, Aunt.
It's Mehrab.
I'm late. I missed this guesthouse so much.
Majnun goes crazy in solitary confinement, the world changes, with Farhad goes Layla.
I'm a guest today in this guesthouse, this is our usual meeting place.
Aunt, I haven't seen my love for years, do you have her address? Can you tell me?
Aunt, put it on the account, this is the last coffee, this is one of the thousands of coffees I drank with my love.
I still come here like old times, because I always used to bring my love here.
This guesthouse is still my hangout, I made memories with all its rooms.
We were on our honeymoon, our month turned to blood, my love went up in the air, I lost my life.
Your goodbyes are mine, your well-being is hers, your fiery love and your generosity are hers.
Your longing is mine, your headaches are mine, tell me, did you open the curtains of your modesty in front of him?
Your cries are for me, your sobs are for me, remember how many times I told you to stay?
You used to tell me to be informal, who is that guy you call "him"?
Sometimes so many words gather in your heart that you can't stop your tears.
You scream, you don't want anyone, you just want to die next to his pictures.
The one who was supposed to build your life with, always ruins your life.
I'm so drained of blood that I'm getting dizzy.
They need to connect Mehrab to a blood bank.
No, the apple of my eye, the balm on my wound, the joy of my nights and my painful moments.
I swear on a strand of your hair that I will forget your eyes.
Otherwise, maybe one day you will see that I made a mistake.
I don't want you to come back, I don't want you to be
alone, brother, to hell with me, just take care of her.
I don't know what pulled me here today,
The air in the guesthouse room took my breath away.
You're choked up, you're restless, you miss him, the cure for the heart is screaming, the cure for the heart is screaming.
Aunt, is marriage forbidden? The God who abandoned me has become a temporary wife to him.
Aunt, has anyone ever gone silent while talking to you, just staring at you?
Was his story ever so tragic that you wanted your heart to break from his misery?
(You wanted your heart to break from his misery)
Curse your father that he didn't die, even with a thousand forced blows.
Curse your father, I see you in my dreams, you're in bed with him.
Curse your father, I asked how the house was, you said, "Leave it to fate."
Curse your father, all this promiscuity didn't become a lesson for you.
I won't smile for you anymore, I won't be jealous anymore.
I'll keep everything to myself, I'll go crazier.
You've been touched, you've been everywhere, it's my jealous mood, I'm not killing you.
I've become addicted to the blade, you see, I wrote everything for you, this is the last letter.
Remember, the only tears that should never be shed are the tears of a mother.
Where did the playfulness in your eyes go? They are wet with tears. The one who was my pride has become shameless.
I'm paying attention to you, even though you're not paying attention to me. Why did you sleep next to him? Why aren't you wearing any clothes?
In my last days, you said something was wrong, you even thought to yourself that your love was missing me.
Why is my heart, after your departure, fighting with a blade every night?
You left, but every departure has its retribution, like the eyes of a mother that cry every night.
God bless her soul, she can't even look at me, I went crazy when you left, I'm a wreck.
I smashed your pictures, I didn't take my pills, I cut my veins, but I still didn't die.
My dad was hitting me, shaking me.
My mom was swearing on the Quran for me to stay alive.
I can't cry in public anymore, I can't cut myself anywhere anymore.
I was ashamed in front of all the doctors, now I'm embarrassed to even hear the name of the hospital.
There's still a memento of you on the wall of the guesthouse, if you pass by, take a look at it.
Maybe you'll remember what you were and what you've become, just put a sprig of tuberose on my grave afterwards.
Longing is so cruel, longing is so cruel, you suddenly fall in love and then fall from grace.
What's the price of my love? How many times did I ask you, Aunt? How many times did I ask you, Aunt? You never said.
The apple of my eye, the balm on my wounds, the joy of my nights and moments full of pain.
The joy of my nights and moments full of pain, the joy of my nights and moments full of pain.