Текст и перевод песни Mika Nakashima - Hiro

Hiro

ひろ お前に話したい事が
山ほどあるんだ聞いてくれるか?
何度も挫けそうになった事
実際 挫けてしまった事

お前の好きだったセブンスターを
吸うのも肩身が狭くなったし
彼女も「禁煙しなきゃね」って
言うもんだから まいるよな

あの日と同じ気持ちでいるかっていうと
そうとは言い切れない今の僕で
つまりさお前に叱って欲しいんだよ
どんな暗闇でも 照らすような強い言葉
ずっと探して歩いて ここまで来ちゃったよ

もう無理だって言うな
諦めたって言うな
そんな事僕が許さねえよ
他に進むべき道なんてない僕らにはさ
お似合いの自分自身を生きなきゃな

いつも見送る側
それでも追いかけた
間に合わなかった夢を憎んだ
でもお前の居ない世界でも なんとかなるもんだ
それが悲しい お前はまだ 19歳のまま

やりたい事をやり続ける事で
失う物があるのはしょうがないか
やりたい事も分からなくなったら
その後におよんで 馬鹿みたいだな

どんなに手を伸ばしても届かないと思ってた
夢のしっぽに触れたけど
今更迷ってしまうのは 僕の弱さか
日の暮れた帰り道 途方も無い空っぽに
襲われて立ちすくむ 都会の寂寞に

もう無理だって泣いた
諦めたって泣いた
でもそんな物きっと自分次第でさ
他に進むべき道なんてない僕らにはさ
お似合いの言い訳を選んでただけ

いつも見送る側
それでも追いかけた
諦めかけた夢を掴んだ
でもお前の居ない世界じゃ 喜びもこんなもんか
それが悲しい お前はまだ 19歳のまま

今年も僕は年を取って
お前は永遠に 19歳で
くだらない大人になってしまうのが
悔しいんだよ
悔しいんだよ

なぁひろ 僕は今日も失敗しちゃってさ
「すいません、すいません」なんて頭を下げて
「今に見てろ」って愛想笑いで
心の中「今に見てろ」って
なぁこんな風に かっこ悪い大人になってしまったよ
だらしのない人間になってしまったよ
お前が見たら絶対 絶対 許さないだろう?
だから僕はこんな歌を歌わなくちゃいけないんだよ なぁ

ガキみたいって言われた
無謀だって言われた
それなら僕も捨てたもんじゃないよな
誰も歩かない道を選んだ僕らだから
人の言う事に耳を貸す暇はないよな

いつも見送る側
なんとか飛び乗った
身の程知らずの夢を生きている
でもお前の居ない世界じゃ 迷ってばかりだ
でも それもガキらしくて 悪かないのかもな
僕は歌うよ 変わらずに 19歳のまま

Hiro

Hiro, there are so many things
I want to tell you, will you listen?
Times I almost gave up,
Times I actually did.

Smoking your favorite Seven Stars
Has become uncomfortable,
And my girlfriend says, "I need to quit,"
So it's tough, you know?

I can't say I still feel the same
As I did back then,
So, I want you to scold me,
With strong words that illuminate any darkness.
I've been searching and walking, I've come this far.

Don't say it's impossible,
Don't say you've given up,
I won't allow that.
We, who have no other path to take,
Have to live as ourselves, fittingly.

Always the one seeing others off,
Even so, I chased after,
The dreams I couldn't reach in time, I resented them.
But even in a world without you, things work out somehow,
That's what's sad. You're still 19 years old.

By continuing to do what I want to do,
It's inevitable that I'll lose some things,
If I don't even know what I want to do anymore,
At that point, it's just pathetic.

I thought I could never reach it,
No matter how far I stretched my hand, but I touched the tail of my dream.
Is it my weakness to be lost now?
On the way home as the sun sets, in the vast emptiness,
I'm struck and stand still, in the loneliness of the city.

I cried because it was impossible,
I cried because I gave up,
But those things are surely up to me,
We, who have no other path to take,
Were just choosing excuses that suited us.

Always the one seeing others off,
Even so, I chased after,
And grasped the dreams I almost gave up on.
But in a world without you, even joy is just like this,
That's what's sad. You're still 19 years old.

This year too, I've gotten older,
And you're eternally 19,
Becoming a worthless adult like this
Is frustrating.
It's frustrating.

Hey Hiro, I messed up again today,
Bowing my head and saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry,"
With a forced smile, "Just you wait,"
In my heart, "Just you wait,"
Hey, I've become an uncool adult like this,
I've become a sloppy person.
If you saw me, you definitely, definitely wouldn't forgive me, right?
That's why I have to sing a song like this, you know.

They called me childish,
They called me reckless,
If that's the case, then I'm not so bad, am I?
Because we chose a path no one else walks,
We don't have time to listen to what others say, right?

Always the one seeing others off,
Somehow, I jumped on board,
Living a dream beyond my reach.
But in a world without you, I'm always lost,
But maybe that's also childish and not so bad.
I'll keep singing, remaining the same, at 19 years old.