Текст и перевод песни Mika Nakashima - Letter

Letter

まさかまた君に会えるなんて
あの頃は思っていなかった
消えることだけを考えてた
歌う事に 疲れていた

大好きなはずのものたちが
全て歪んでみえた
私はまるで使えないガラクタになったみたいだった

また会いに来てもいいですか?
まだ歌ってもいいの?
なぜ待っていてくれたのですか?
深い愛に 甘えてもいいのですか?

さよならを言う勇気もなくて
荒れた姿も情けなくて
喜びをくれた君にさえも
謝るしかできなかった

ほんとは誰かになにもかも
きいてほしかったの
今少しだけはなしてもいいですか?
私の事を

どれだけの夜を泣き明かし
どれだけの時間がたって
空が晴れているだけで怖くて
ただ膝だけかかえ座り込んでた日々

Letter

I never thought I'd see you again
Back then, I didn't think about it
I just wanted to disappear
I was tired of singing

Even the things I loved
Started to seem distorted
I felt like a useless piece of junk

Can I come and see you again?
Can I still sing?
Why have you been waiting for me?
Can I take advantage of your deep love?

I didn't have the courage to say goodbye
And I was so ashamed of my own appearance
I couldn't even apologize to you for the joy you gave me
All I could do was apologize

The truth is, I wanted someone to listen to me
To listen to everything
Can I tell you a little bit about it now?
About me

How many nights I cried myself to sleep
How much time passed
How I was terrified just because the sky was clear
How I just sat there with my knees hugged to my chest