Текст и перевод песни Mika Nakashima - Sunaonamama

Sunaonamama

照らし始めた朝の日を
そっと カーテンを開き眺めながらふと気付く
忘れかけてた 本当の自分が映る
窓ガラス見て あなたをふと思う

負けない私 人前では泣かない私
それが大事な事と思っていたけど
一人泣きぬれた夜に嘘はつけなくて

本当はすごく強がりで 泣き虫な私でいいかな
もっと素直でいたかった
あなたと過ごした日々に 戻れたなら

数え始めたため息を
そっと テーブルのすみに並べながらふと気付く
解りかけてた 本当の自分が映る
空のグラス見て あなたをふと思う

負けない私 人前では泣けない私
今も大事な事と思っているけど
一人泣きぬれた部屋はとても冷たくて

本当はすごく寂しくて 泣き虫な私でいいかな
それでも笑っていられたのは
あなたと過ごした日々に 出会えたから

二人離れた日から
変わり始めた日から 私は私になる
今のあなたに 今の私を
見て欲しかった
素直なままの私を

本当はすごく強がりで 泣き虫な私でいいかな
もっと素直でいたかった
あなたと過ごした日々に 戻れたなら

本当はすごく寂しくて 泣き虫な私でいいかな
それでも笑っていられたのは
あなたと過ごした日々に 出会えたから

Honesty

As the morning sun begins to shine,
I gently open the curtains and gaze out, and suddenly I realize,
My true self is reflected in the face I had almost forgotten,
I look out the window and I think of you.

The strong me who never cries in front of others,
I thought that was what was important,
But in the lonely nights I can't hide the truth from myself,

Maybe it's okay to be a coward and a crybaby.
I wish I could have been more honest,
If only I could go back to the days we spent together.

I begin to count my sighs,
I line them up on the corner of the table and suddenly I realize,
The truth of who I am is starting to dawn on me,
I look at the empty glass and I think of you.

The strong me who never cries in front of others,
Even now, I believe it's important,
But the room where I cry alone is so cold.

Maybe it's okay to be lonely and a crybaby.
Even so, I was able to laugh
Because I met you and we spent those days together.

From the day we parted,
From the day I started to change, I became who I am today.
To you now, the me now,
I wanted you to see it,
The honest me.

Maybe it's okay to be a coward and a crybaby.
I wish I could have been more honest,
If only I could go back to the days we spent together.

Maybe it's okay to be lonely and a crybaby.
Even so, I was able to laugh
Because I met you and we spent those days together.