Текст и перевод песни Mika Nakashima - Confusion

Confusion

イライラしているの
誰も話しかけないで
もう嘘をつくのも嫌
上手くごまかせない

本能的な今の気持ち
What am I waiting for now?
理性の忠告は
Put up with my love! NO, no, no, no! No way!

彼は友達の恋人
愛か友情 Love or friend?
振り出しに戻せるならば
You always make me so crazy.
まるで世界中すべてスパイで
監視されてる気分
今壊してしまえる位の
勇気さえもないわ

クラクラしてきたの
食事も喉通らない
また熱も上がって来た!?
大袈裟恋患いね

浮気じゃ嫌なのこっちむいて
Why don't you come to me now!
そんな事言えないの
Run away! Get away! I can't run away!

彼女は私の友達
愛と友情 seesaw game
二人が並ぶ姿は
It's so hard for me to be with.
つまらない恋愛小説は
主人公が上手くいく
あまのじゃくな私の心も
覆せないでいるわ

色とりどりのフルーツみたいに
いっそ二人切り刻んで
食べちゃって何事もなく
誰も愛さないで生きてくの?

He's the boyfriend of my sweet, sweet girlfriend

Confusion

I'm feeling so frustrated
Please, leave me alone
I refuse to tell more lies
I'm not good at deception

My gut feeling right now
What am I waiting for now?
My mind is telling me
Put up with my own feelings! NO, no, no, no! No way!

He's my friend's boyfriend
Love or friendship? Love or friend?
If I could start over again
You always make me so crazy.
I feel like the whole world is watching me
Like I'm being spied on
I don't have the courage
To break things off right now

My head is spinning
I can't eat a bite
Oh no, my fever's rising again!
I'm a walking, talking love-sick mess

I don't want a fling, so turn around
Why don't you come to me now!
I can't say that
Run away! Get away! I can't run away!

She's my very best friend
Love and friendship are a seesaw game
It hurts to see you with her
It's so hard for me to be with you.
In the romance novels I read
The hero always gets the girl
But in my case, it seems like fate
Is conspiring against me

Life is a fruit basket filled with colors
And I'm tempted to just slice and dice us
And eat you up, as if nothing had happened
And then go through life loving no one?

He's the boyfriend of my sweet, sweet girlfriend