Текст и перевод песни Mika Nakashima - ひろ

ひろ

ひろ お前に話したい事が 山ほどあるんだ聞いてくれるか?
何度も挫けそうになった事 実際 挫けてしまった事
お前の好きだったセブンスターを 吸うのも肩身が狭くなったし
彼女も「禁煙しなきゃね」って 言うもんだから まいるよな

あの日と同じ気持ちでいるかっていうと そうとは言い切れない今の僕で
つまりさお前に叱って欲しいんだよ どんな暗闇でも 照らすような強い言葉
ずっと探して歩いて ここまで来ちゃったよ

もう無理だって言うな 諦めたって言うな そんな事僕が許さねえよ
他に進むべき道なんてない僕らにはさ お似合いの自分自身を生きなきゃな
いつも見送る側 それでも追いかけた 間に合わなかった夢を憎んだ
でもお前の居ない世界でも なんとかなるもんだ
それが悲しい お前はまだ 19歳のまま

やりたい事をやり続ける事で 失う物があるのはしょうがないか
やりたい事も分からなくなったら その後におよんで 馬鹿みたいだな

どんなに手を伸ばしても届かないと思ってた 夢のしっぽに触れたけど
今更迷ってしまうのは 僕の弱さか 日の暮れた帰り道 途方も無い空っぽに
襲われて立ちすくむ 都会の寂寞に

もう無理だって泣いた 諦めたって泣いた でもそんな物きっと自分次第でさ
他に進むべき道なんてない僕らにはさ お似合いの言い訳を選んでただけ
いつも見送る側 それでも追いかけた 諦めかけた夢を掴んだ
でもお前の居ない世界じゃ 喜びもこんなもんか
それが悲しい お前はまだ 19歳のまま

今年も僕は年を取って お前は永遠に 19歳で
くだらない大人になってしまうのが 悔しいんだよ 悔しいんだよ
なぁひろ 僕は今日も失敗しちゃってさ「すいません、すいません」なんて頭を下げて
「今に見てろ」って愛想笑いで 心の中「今に見てろ」って なぁこんな風に
かっこ悪い大人になってしまったよ だらしのない人間になってしまったよ
お前が見たら絶対 絶対 許さないだろう?
だから僕はこんな歌を歌わなくちゃいけないんだよ

ガキみたいって言われた 無謀だって言われた それなら僕も捨てたもんじゃないよな
誰も歩かない道を選んだ僕らだから 人の言う事に耳を貸す暇はないよな
いつも見送る側 なんとか飛び乗った 身の程知らずの夢を生きている
でもお前の居ない世界じゃ 迷ってばかりだ
でも それもガキらしくて 悪かないのかもな
僕は歌うよ 変わらずに 19歳のまま

Hiro

Hiro, I've got a lot of things to tell you, will you listen?
Times when I felt like giving up, times when I actually did give up
It's become harder to smoke your favorite Seven Stars in public
And even she says, "You should quit smoking," so it's tough

If you ask me if I still feel the same way as that day, I can't say yes with the me of today
In other words, I want you to scold me, Hiro. With strong words that illuminate even the darkest of darknesses
I've been searching for them all along and I've come this far

Don't tell me it's impossible, don't tell me to give up, I won't allow you to
There's no other way forward but for us to live as ourselves as we suit ourselves
I was always the one seeing them off, but I chased after them and resented the dreams I couldn't catch
But somehow I managed even in a world without you
It's sad, you're still 19

I guess it can't be helped that we lose things when we keep doing what we want to do
But if I stopped knowing what I wanted to do, it would be ridiculous in retrospect

I used to think I could never reach it no matter how much I stretched out my hand, but I touched the tail of my dream
But now I hesitate because of my own weakness, in the vast emptiness as I walk home after the sun has set
I'm attacked and I freeze in the loneliness of the city

I cried and said it couldn't be done, I cried and gave up, but I'm sure it's all up to me
There's no other way forward but for us to choose the excuses that suit us
I was always the one seeing them off, but I chased after them and I caught the dream that I had almost given up on
But without you here, even my happiness is just so-so
It's sad, you're still 19

This year I'm older and you're still 19 forever
It pisses me off that I'm becoming a lousy adult, it pisses me off
Hiro, I failed again today, I bowed my head and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
And with a forced smile, I said, "Just you wait and see," in my heart, "Just you wait and see."
See, I've become a good-for-nothing adult, I've become a good-for-nothing human being
If you saw me, you'd definitely, definitely not forgive me, would you?
That's why I have to sing this song

They called me childish, they called me reckless, but then again, I'm not so bad, am I?
We're the ones who chose the path no one else would take, so we have no time to listen to what other people say
I was always the one seeing them off, but I managed to jump on, living out my dream even though I don't know my own limitations
But without you here, I just keep getting lost
But maybe that's kind of childish too, and that's not so bad
I'll sing, always, as a 19-year-old