Текст и перевод песни Mika Nakashima - 素直なまま

素直なまま

照らし始めた朝の日を
そっと カーテンを開き眺めながらふと気付く
忘れかけてた 本当の自分が映る
窓ガラス見て あなたをふと思う

負けない私 人前では泣かない私
それが大事な事と思っていたけど
1人泣きぬれた夜に嘘はつけなくて

本当はすごく強がりで 泣き虫な私でいいかな
もっと素直でいたかった
あなたと過ごした日々に 戻れたなら

数え始めたため息を
そっと テーブルのすみに並べながらふと気付く
解りかけてた 本当の自分が映る
空のグラス見て あなたをふと思う

負けない私 人前では泣けない私
今も大事な事と思っているけど
1人泣きぬれた部屋はとても冷たくて

本当はすごく寂しくて 泣き虫な私でいいかな
それでも笑っていられたのは
あなたと過ごした日々に 出会えたから

2人離れた日から
変わり始めた日から 私は私になる
今のあなたに 今の私を
見て欲しかった
素直なままの私を

本当はすごく強がりで 泣き虫な私でいいかな
もっと素直でいたかった
あなたと過ごした日々に 戻れたなら

本当はすごく寂しくて 泣き虫な私でいいかな
それでも笑っていられたのは
あなたと過ごした日々に 出会えたから

Just the way I am

Glancing at the morning sun
Gently opening the curtains and watching, I realize
My true self, which I had almost forgotten, is reflected
Looking at the window, I think of you

The me who is strong and does not cry in front of others
I thought that was important
But on nights when I cry alone, I can't lie

Maybe it's okay to be a big crybaby and a bit of a coward
I should have been more honest
If only I could go back to the days I spent with you

I start to count my sighs
Gently lining them up on the corner of the table, I realize
My true self, which I had almost forgotten, is reflected
Looking at the empty glass, I think of you

The me who is strong and does not cry in front of others
Even now, I think it's important
But the room where I cry alone is very cold

Maybe it's okay to be very lonely and a big crybaby
Even so, the reason I was able to laugh
Is because I met you and spent those days with you

From the day we parted
From the day I started to change, I became myself
I wanted you to see
The me I am now
The me who is just the way I am

Maybe it's okay to be a big crybaby and a bit of a coward
I should have been more honest
If only I could go back to the days I spent with you

Maybe it's okay to be very lonely and a big crybaby
Even so, the reason I was able to laugh
Is because I met you and spent those days with you