Текст и перевод песни Mirei Toyama feat. まるりとりゅうが - もしも

もしも

ふたりは過去の関係
別れを切り出したのは私
それでもあなたは優しいよね
恋人でもなく友達でもない

なんでも言える関係
つまらないことで笑い合えたりもする
心があなたを許してた
私にとって大切な存在

勝手にあなたのこと
分かってる気になってた
勝手にどこか私のモノみたいに
思っていた
そんなバカな私を気づかせた瞬間
あなたが笑顔でふとこぼした
「俺好きな人ができた」

もしも叶うなら繋いでくれた手を払って
背を向けごめんねも言えず
立ち去ったあの日に戻りたいよ
今こうして気づいたって
あなたはもう進んでたんだね
さよなら大好きな人

素直に喜べないよ
私にくれた言葉や行った場所も
全部上書き保存するんでしょ
忘れられていくのを待つだけ

大切な人の大切さっていつも
失って初めて気付くと
知ってたけど
お別れしても側にいてくれた
優しさで肝心なこと当たり前なこと
気づけなかったよ

もしも願うなら好きな人のことも全部
笑顔で嘘だよって言って
そんなわけもないから
悔しいけど
仲良しの友達として
あなたの幸せ心から思うよ

少しだけせっかちなとこも
辛い時頼りになるとこも
寝てる時の油断した可愛い顔も全部
誰より知ってるはずなのに
どうして
あなたの
側に居れないの

もしも叶うなら繋いでくれた手を払って
背を向けごめんねも言えず
立ち去ったあの日に戻りたいよ
今こうして気づいたって

もしも願うなら好きな人のことも全部
笑顔で嘘だよって言って
そんなわけもないから
悔しいけど
仲良しの友達として
あなたの幸せ心から

思うよ

What if

We're a thing of the past.
I was the one who said goodbye.
Even so, you're still kind to me.
We're not lovers, we're not friends.

We have a relationship where we can talk about anything.
We can even laugh together over silly things.
My heart had forgiven you.
You were a precious person to me.

I presumptuously
felt like I understood everything about you.
Presumptuously, it was like you were somehow mine.
That's what I thought.
The moment I realized how foolish I was
was when you smiled and casually said,
"I found someone I like."

If it were possible, I'd swat away the hand you offered me
and turn my back without even saying "I'm sorry."
I want to go back to that day when I walked away.
Even if I realize it now,
you've already moved on, haven't you?
Goodbye, my dearest.

I can't bring myself to be happy for you.
The words you gave me, the places we went,
I'm sure you'll overwrite and save over them all.
All I can do is wait for them to be forgotten.

They say you always realize how important someone is
only after you've lost them.
I knew that,
but even after we broke up, you stayed by my side.
Because of your kindness, I couldn't realize what truly mattered, what was truly important.
I couldn't see it.

If I could wish for anything, I'd wish you'd say it was all a lie,
that you don't really like her, with a smile.
But it's not like that,
so as much as it pains me,
as a close friend,
I wish you happiness from the bottom of my heart.

Your slight impatience,
how I could rely on you when things were tough,
your cute, unguarded face when you're asleep - I know it all,
better than anyone else.
So why?
Why can't I
be by your side?

If it were possible, I'd swat away the hand you offered me
and turn my back without even saying "I'm sorry."
I want to go back to that day when I walked away.
Even if I realize it now.

If I could wish for anything, I'd wish you'd say it was all a lie,
that you don't really like her, with a smile.
But it's not like that,
so as much as it pains me,
as a close friend,
I wish you happiness from the bottom of my heart.

I do.