Boku Ga Hontou No Boku Ni Taekirezu Tsukutta Hontou No Boku - MUCC перевод на английский

Boku Ga Hontou No Boku Ni Taekirezu Tsukutta Hontou No Boku

Boku wa HONTO wa hakujaku de itsumo hitori de naitemasu
Fudan minna ni miseteru boku wa uso de oowareta tanin desu
"Nande uchi ni komoru no?" katte hontou wo mirareru no ga kowai kara
Gomen nasai betsu ni minna wo kirai na wake ja nain′da

Itsumo boku ga shiteiru koto wa ikenai koto da to wakattemasu
Sore ga jibun no sonzai sae mo hitei suru hodo no koto da to shitteimasu
Minna ga iru koto de sonzai suru boku dake no mono ja nai fukakachi wo
Riyoushi, fuminijiri, sagesumare, nido to naoranu kizu wo nokoshitemo
Sou shinai to kowain'desu boku wa sore ka nai to kowain′desu

Yuugure no kouen tsukurikake no suna no shiro
Boku? ga sameta me de fumitsubusu
Imi no nai oto ga oosugite
Misekake dake no kyouyuu wa BARABARA ni

Itsushika saitei na boku kara sudatte shimatta shoudou wa
Boku wo tojikome kagi wo kakete nido to modotte wa konakatta
Minna de issho ni tsukuri ageta totemo totemo kirei na shoudou wa
Ima wa marude nisemono no yama mou moto no omokage mo arimasen
Ima made wa betsujin datta hazu no boku ga subete kaete shimatta
Kare ga ima made wa hontou no boku? mou moto ni modosu koto wa dekimasen

Omoidasu tabi itaku naru karada. kono mama zenbu yakitsukushite shimaou.

I Made the Real Me Because I Couldn't Stand the Real Me

The REAL me is actually a swan and I always cry alone
The me you usually see is a lie and an impersonator covered in mud
"Why do you shut yourself in?" Because I'm scared of people seeing the real me
I'm sorry, it's not that I hate you

I know everything I do is wrong
I know it's so bad that it even denies my own existence
I trample, crush, and debase the depth that exists only for me with everyone there
Even if it leaves an incurable wound, I'm scared not to
That's the only thing I'm scared of, my darling

At the park in the evening, a half-made sandcastle
I? crushed it with cold eyes
There's too much meaningless noise
The fake sympathy shattered into pieces

The actions I ran away from, of the worst me, have locked me up
They locked me up, threw away the key, and never came back
The beautiful actions we created together are now
Like a fake mountain with no trace of its former beauty
I, who was supposed to be a different person until now, have changed everything
Was he the real me until now? I can't go back anymore

Every time I remember, my body aches. I'll just burn it all down.