Текст и перевод песни MUCC - Bouzenjlshitsu

Bouzenjlshitsu

Saa minna mimi wo katamukete kure sukoshi iiwake wo shitain'da
Utsu muita mama demo me wo sorashita
Mama demo ii kiitekure sukoshi dake...
Kigatsukeba jiga to iu kara no naka
De kurakute nanimo mienaku natteitan'da
Itsumo nanika ni oware yokkyuu sareru koto
No kurikaeshi daremo waratte kurenaku natteita
Sorya sou sa atarimae daro omae wa
Subete hitei shita fumitsubishita uragitta

Aa subete muni mokushi konton no naka de genjitsu ga mienu
Aa boku wo saegiru mono kattou no naka no genjitsu ga mieru?

Aa... uta ga utaenaku nari hajimete shitta jiga no oroka
Aa... nanimo utaenaku nari hajimete kizuita tsumi no omoki
Aa... subete ushinatte konton no naka no genjitsu ga mieta
Aa... doushite,
Doushite boku wa sore ni kizuku koto dekinakatta no darou

Bouzenjlshitsu

My dear, please lend me your ears; I have a little confession to make.
Even though I'm your son, I've been averting my gaze.
But please, listen to me for just a moment...
Before I knew it, I was trapped in a shell of my own making.
And in the darkness, I became blind.
Always overwhelmed and expected to conform,
The cycle repeated itself until no one smiled at me anymore.
Of course, it's to be expected. You, my love,
Were the one I betrayed, the one I let down.

Ah, in the midst of this impenetrable silence, I cannot see the truth.
Ah, who will guide me through the maze that blocks my path to reality?

Ah... I've realized that my singing has become hollow—my foolishness in the cage.
Ah... I've begun to sing nothing—only now do I recognize the weight of my sins.
Ah... I've lost everything, and in the chaos, the truth has revealed itself.
Ah... why,
Why could I not see it before it was too late?