Текст и перевод песни MUCC - 自己嫌悪 (Live)

自己嫌悪 (Live)

ある朝起きると何もかも全部全部全部全部全てが夢だった
、、、といいな。と思いながら今日も一人で元気に死にそうになる
コンビニ袋の暖かみに感謝して昨日の事を思い出すのは
指紋だらけの液晶愛撫できる様になるくらいの覚悟が必要だ

何もいらないから
自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 そのナイフで切り落として
完全に完璧で完熟な僕のこの天狗の鼻を
愛せない愛せない愛せない 穴があったら埋めてくれ 僕を赦してください

君の大好きなお花は白いカーネーションだった様な気がするよ
そのとてもとてもとても綺麗なお花もいつかは萎れてしまうから
昨日のことは全部全部全部全部水に流してくれないか
明日には世界が爆弾で粉々に吹き飛んでしまうかもしれないから

何もいらないから
自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 そのナイフで削ぎ落として
完全に完璧で完熟な君のその綺麗な口で
遺伝子レベルの愛で君のことを汚してしまったから 僕を殺してください

血の海で泳いた後に残ったものは 酷い吐き気と目眩とむず痒さ
困った事に彼女はもっともっと愛してとせがむんだ
ごめんよ、僕はもう、君の事がただの肉の塊にしか見えないんだよ。。

衝動で人を殺すようなよくあるニュースみたい感覚で
何となく入り込んだまるで新興宗教のような 森の中
くまさんには出会えず 道に道に道に未知に迷った
人間のだいたい70パーセントは水で出来ているらしいから
このままここでここでここで此処で個々で綺麗に蒸発してしまいたい

御免なさい
自己嫌惡
自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 そのナイフで切り落として
完全に完璧で完熟な僕のこの天狗の鼻を
最終列車は永久に出発することはないでしょう
貴方がこのホームに身を投げて粉々に砕け散るまでは

自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 その刀で切り落として
完全に完璧で完熟な僕のこの愚かな首を
なにもなにもなにもなにもなにも何もナニもいらないから
世界中の誰よりも僕の事を忘れてください

自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡
自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡
自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡
自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡 自己嫌惡

Self-Loathing (Live)

I woke up one morning and everything, everything, everything, everything, everything was all a dream
、、、that'd be nice. While thinking that, even today, I'm all alone and about to die
Grateful for the warmth of a convenience store bag, I recall what happened yesterday
To cherish the grime-covered LCD, you need to have the resolve to be able to caress it

Because I don't need anything
Self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing. Cut that off with that knife
My completely perfect and ripe, conceited nose
I can't love it, I can't love it, I can't love it. If there's a hole, bury me in it. Please forgive me

Your favorite flower was a white carnation, I think
Those very, very, very beautiful flowers will also wither away someday, so
Can you forgive me for everything yesterday
Because tomorrow, the world might be blown to bits by a bomb

Because I don't need anything
Self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing. Whittle it away with that knife
With your completely perfect and ripe, beautiful mouth
Because I've dirtied you with genetic-level love. Please kill me

After swimming in a sea of blood, what remains is terrible nausea, dizziness, and itchiness
The problem was, that she asked for more and more love
I'm sorry, but, to me, you're nothing more than a lump of flesh now...

Just like the news about people killing people on impulse
I somehow wandered into a forest like a new religion
I didn't meet any bears, and I lost my way in the path, the path, the path, the unknown
Around 70 percent of a person is made of water, they say
I want to evaporate beautifully here, here, here, here, each one of us individually

I'm sorry
Self-loathing
Self-loathing, self-loathing. Cut that off with that knife
My completely perfect and ripe, conceited nose
The last train will never leave
Until you jump off this platform and shatter into a million pieces

Self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing. Cut that off with that knife
My completely perfect and ripe, foolish neck
I don't need anything, anything, anything, anything, anything, anything, nothing
Please forget about me more than anyone else in the world

Self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing
Self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing
Self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing
Self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing, self-loathing