嘘で歪む心臓 - MUCC перевод на английский

嘘で歪む心臓

「私は何も知らないふりしていてあげるわ。
泣いて、壊れて、笑って...」

もう只死ぬのを待つだけの仔猫を見た。
排泄器は塞がれたらしく誰も近づかない。
本人はそれが当たり前のような顔してる。
あなたは終わりがわかんない。

雨は上がる気配もなく降り続いている。
部屋の明かり消して床にはいつくばって、
不幸な人のことを考えて自分慰めて、また一つ逃げ道増やしてる。

まっさらな紙に落ちた、一滴の黒いそれは
滲み出し広がって何も見えなくした。

キチガって暴れ始めた彼の心臓。
妄想は膨らむばかりどうにもなりやしない。
彼女は何も知らないで愛想を振りまいてる。
私は、あなたが、わかんない。

夜は終わる気配もなく飲み込み続ける
言葉を指でなぞって床をはいずり回って
その言葉に嘘、偽りはないが、隠し事はあり、爪がくいこみ始める。

嘘が下手な男と隠し事がうまい女
傷付くのがいやで自分追いつめて
滲み出す輪郭それに伴う痛み
柔らかな曲線は影を持つ。

雨は上がる気配もなく飲み込み続ける
仔猫のことを考えて心臓かきむしられて
簡単に自殺を考えたことは一度もないが、何だか死にたい気持ちです

嘘ばかりの男と、騙され上手な女
傷つくのが怖くて、無垢を演じてた。
流れ出す激情。それに伴う目覚め
柔らかな曲線は、影を持つ。

仔猫も自分の運命を、理解することができたなら
知りたくなんかなかったと、思うでしょう。

A Heart Distorted by Lies

“I'll pretend that I don't know anything.
Cry, break down, laugh...”

I saw a kitten just waiting to die.
Its excretions were blocked, and no one would go near it.
The kitten acted as though it was perfectly normal.
You don't know when you're truly at an end.

The rain continued to fall with no sign of stopping.
I turned off the lights and crawled across the floor.
I thought about the unfortunate and felt sorry for myself, and once more, I made an escape.

A single black drop fell on the spotless paper.
It spread and grew, until I could see nothing.

His heart went berserk.
His delusions grew, until he could no longer contain them.
She loves and cares, but she knows nothing.
I don't understand. You don't understand.

The night continued on, swallowing the words.
I traced the words with my finger and crawled across the floor.
There were no lies or falsehoods in those words, but there were secrets, and my nails began to dig in.

A man who is bad at lying and a woman who is good at hiding things,
Avoiding getting hurt, cornering yourself,
The spreading form and the pain that comes with it,
The soft curves hold shadows.

The rain continued to fall, swallowing everything.
My heart ached as I thought of the kitten.
I've never thought seriously about suicide, but I sometimes feel like dying.

A man who tells nothing but lies, and a woman who is adept at being deceived,
Too afraid of getting hurt, acting innocent.
Emotions spill out, and with them, an awakening,
The soft curves hold shadows.

If only the kitten could understand its own fate,
It would wish it had never known.