Текст и перевод песни Muhammed Saeed - Bedon Mwa3ed

Bedon Mwa3ed

يا شمسي ونوري وبدايتي
وخوفي من همي ويا الشروق
يا قمري وضيي ونهايتي
وسهري وحكايتي ولون الكون

طال بعدك وزاد الهم بعدك
خلفتي وسيبتي وعدك بدون إنذار
بين صورك بكلم نفسي عنك
وبستناكِ يمكن يبان لي نهار

بتعلق باللي باقي، بنسى اللي فات بالجاي
بستنى لو تنساني، يمكن تروح من البال
دورت بين الدفاتر، عن نفسي ملقيتهاش
بناديك لو لسه قادر تسمعني وتستجاب

يا تاركني بدون مواعيد بحلم برجوعك ليه؟
سلمت عليك في الغيب وناديت بعيونك
ذوبت الخيط ما يذوب تداويني جروحك ثوب
في وصالك عني بعيد والباقي عيوبك

ملعون الوهم اللي عيشته في وجودك
ملعونة الذكرى اللي كانت محفوظة
ملعون الوهم اللي عيشته في وجودك
ملعونة الذكرى اللي كانت محفوظة

يا شمسي ونوري وبدايتي
وخوفي من همي ويا الشروق
يا قمري وضيي ونهايتي
وسهري وحكايتي ولون الكون

Bedon Mwa3ed

My sun, my light, my beginning,
My fear of my worries, my sunrise,
My moon, my light, my end,
My night, my story, the color of the world.

Your absence has been long, and my worries have grown after you.
You left me and abandoned your promise without warning.
I talk to myself about you amidst your pictures,
And wait for you, perhaps a day will appear for me.

I cling to what remains, forgetting the past in the future.
I wait for you even if you forget me, perhaps you will vanish from my mind.
I searched through the notebooks, but I did not find myself.
I call out to you if you are still able to hear me and answer.

O you who left me without an appointment, why do I dream of your return?
I greeted you in secret and called out to you with my eyes.
I melted the thread that should not be melted; your clothes healed my wounds,
In your presence, you were far from me, and what remained were your faults.

Cursed is the illusion that I lived in your presence,
Cursed is the memory that was preserved,
Cursed is the illusion that I lived in your presence,
Cursed is the memory that was preserved.

My sun, my light, my beginning,
My fear of my worries, my sunrise,
My moon, my light, my end,
My night, my story, the color of the world.