Текст и перевод песни Nariaki Obukuro - Selfish

Selfish

過ぎた車の静けさが
僕を一人にさせたころ
名前も知らない遠い山に
憶えた小さな怒り
その頃の僕は君には
きっとおかしく見えただろう
何も伝わらないのに
何から伝えればいい
時代に華を添えたくて
筆を執っていたわけじゃない
もう君は分からなくていい
久々に煙草をもらって
ベランダで息を吸いこむと
昼の月が動いて見えて
全ての悩みが消えてゆく
雑に畳んだ雨傘で
水たまりを突いて帰る子供
「あれは私に似ている」
それでも君は笑わない
時代に華を添えたくて
筆を執っていたわけじゃない
もう君は分からなくていい
でも今日だけは会いにきて
今日だけは
星の図鑑のかわりに
夢中で夜を越えさせて
消えない嘘を見破って
いつか突き放してくれ
突き放してくれ
突き放してくれ

Selfish

The tranquility of passing cars
Left me alone, when the time came
The distant mountains, I never knew their names
taught me a small anger
I must have seemed strange to you then
When I couldn't get through
What could I have said, when nothing
Seemed to get through to you?
I never picked up a pen hoping
to add my name to the age
I don't need to understand you anymore
I recently bummed a cigarette
and took a hit out on the balcony
The moon moved in the daytime
And all my troubles faded away
A child in the street folded his umbrella,
poking at puddles as he walked home
"He looks just like me"
You wouldn't laugh.
I never picked up a pen hoping
to add my name to the age
I don't need to understand you anymore
But please come see me today
Just today.
You are my star chart
You keep me awake at night, lost in dreams
You see through my transparent lies
One day you'll abandon me
Abandon me
Abandon me.