Текст и перевод песни Nekobouro - Liar

Liar

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右 左 同じ顔
誰も変わらない
誰も変われない
そうだろう
君の中 だけで生きた価値が
壊せるくらいの悲しみを
与えて しまえば いつか。
それでも
消える為に生きている 僕が
それほど可笑しいなら
浮かぶ 声を 裂いて生まれる
君だけの涙で
ほら
どうしても消えたいのに
どうしても生きたいのに
どうしても言えないのに
積み重なる僕の声
どうしたら消えられるの
どうしたら生きられるの
どうしたら言い出せるの
どうしたら どうしたら
仰ぐ
通過する
止まる
黒の群れ
騒ぐ
足を散りばめる
どうしても消えたいのに
どうしても生きたいのに
どうしても言えないのに
積み重なる僕の声
どうしたら消えられるの
どうしたら生きられるの
どうしたら言い出せるの
どうしたら どうしたら
愛した 僕がいた
声がした 音がした
夢見てた
ありがとう
ありがとう
ありがとう
声がした
消えてった
涙さえ 心さえ 痛みさえ
想いさえ 笑顔さえ
何もかも 何もかも
消えてった 消えてった
嘘だけど 嘘だけど
僕の中
僕の中
君がいた
君がいた
君がいた
君がいた
君がいた
君がいた
君がいた

Liar

I hear the same hollow words again and again,
Empty faces smiling back at me.
No one seems to change, imprisoned by their own apathy.
No one has the courage to break free.
Isn't that right?
My self-worth, nurtured only within my solitary heart,
If I could shatter it with unbearable sorrow,
Perhaps then I could disappear.
And yet,
If my very existence is to vanish without a trace,
If my life is to be so utterly devoid of meaning,
Then my cries will tear through the silence,
And be born anew in your tears.
Look,
I long to vanish into obscurity,
Yet I desperately cling to life.
There are things I cannot express, no matter how hard I try.
My thoughts and feelings pile up, a heavy burden.
How can I vanish without a trace?
How can I find true meaning in my existence?
How can I finally open my heart to you?
How can I, how can I?
I look up at the sky, but it's just a vast emptiness.
The time passes by, relentless and unforgiving.
I'm trapped, surrounded by a flock of darkness.
They clamor and shriek, scattering my thoughts like dust.
I long to vanish into obscurity,
Yet I desperately cling to life.
There are things I cannot express, no matter how hard I try.
My thoughts and feelings pile up, a heavy burden.
How can I vanish without a trace?
How can I find true meaning in my existence?
How can I finally open my heart to you?
How can I, how can I?
There was a time when I loved deeply,
When my heart echoed with your presence.
You were a beautiful dream.
Thank you,
Thank you,
Thank you.
Your voice still lingers in my ears
But you have faded away like a distant memory.
My tears, my heart, my pain,
My love, my joy,
Everything, everything,
Has vanished without a trace.
It was all a lie, a beautiful lie,
That you were ever in my heart.
But still, even now,
In the depths of my soul,
In my dreams and memories,
You remain,
You remain,
You remain,
You remain,
You remain,
You remain,
You remain.