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Four times around the sun

천천히, 솔직히, 아주 금방까진
아니더라도 언젠간 잊혀질 거라고
믿었지 그렇게 믿고 지금까지
견뎌왔었는데 그런 날 비웃듯

그 기억들이 마치 중력처럼
내 모든 마음을 너에게로
끌어당기고 있어
벗어날 수가 없어

지구가 태양을 네번 감싸
안는 동안 나는 수백번도 넘게
너를 그리워 했고
눈물 흘려야 했어

참 그렇지, 이렇게 날 힘들게 하고
외롭게 하는 그런 기억인데

그 기억들이 마치 중력처럼
내 모든 마음을 너에게로
끌어당기고 있어
벗어날 수가 없어

지구가 태양을 네번 감싸
안는 동안 나는 수백번도 넘게
너를 그리워 했고
또 지워가야 했어
왜 그래야만 했어?
왜 그래야만 했어?

찰나의 순간에 영원히 갇혀진
흑백사진 속 피사체 같이
나의 슬픔은 항상
똑같은 표정으로
널 향하고

지구가 태양을 네번 감싸
안는 동안 나는 수 만번도 넘게
너를 그리워했고
또 지워가야 했어
왜 그래야만 했어?

지구가 태양을 네번
감 감싸 안는 동안 한번
생각해 본 적 있는 지
꽤 오랜 시간 지나

지구가 태양을 열번
감싸 안은 후에도 널
여전히 그리워하고 있을
내 그 모습을

왜 날 떠나야했어?
왜 그래야만 했어?
왜 날 떠나야했어?

Four times around the sun

Slowly, honestly, I believed that very soon,
Even if it wasn't now, someday it would be forgotten.
Believing that, I've endured until now,
But as if mocking me,

Those memories, like gravity,
Pull all my heart towards you.
I can't escape.
I can't break free.

While the Earth embraced the sun four times,
I've yearned for you over hundreds of times,
And had to shed tears.
And I had to cry.

It's true, these memories make me suffer so much
And leave me feeling so lonely,

Those memories, like gravity,
Pull all my heart towards you.
I can't escape.
I can't break free.

While the Earth embraced the sun four times,
I've yearned for you over hundreds of times,
And had to erase you.
And I had to erase you again.
Why did it have to be this way?
Why did it have to be this way?

Trapped forever in a fleeting moment,
Like a subject in a black and white photograph,
My sadness always
Wears the same expression,
Facing you.

While the Earth embraced the sun four times,
I've yearned for you over tens of thousands of times,
And had to erase you.
And I had to erase you again.
Why did it have to be this way?

While the Earth embraces the sun four times
Embraces, have you ever
Thought about it even once?
After quite a long time,

Even after the Earth embraces the sun ten times,
I will still be yearning for you,
That image of me.
That's who I am.

Why did you have to leave me?
Why did it have to be this way?
Why did you have to leave me?