Текст и перевод песни Neru - 洗脳

洗脳

人に生まれ 人になるため
明日と言う名の カバン背負って
有り触れた 未来を詰めた
配給の列は 大渋滞だ
ただ望まれる事も
ただ選ばれる事も
この腕では 支え切れず
命は張り裂けた
死にたがる動機はどうせ無いけれど
生きてみる道理もなくて
これからもそれはきっと揺るがない
ならば今を生きている
僕等何に縋ればいい
人に生まれ 人になれずに
列は今では 墓場のようだ
残された 未来の腐臭も
酸鼻を極め 明日ごと燃えた
ただ許される事が
まだ信じられなくて
笑い者に されるならと
命に鍵掛けた
愛される事だけが全てだと
その教鞭を執るのなら
その教科書だとか図鑑とやらは
この胸にぽっかり開いた
穴をどう説いているんですか
頬を伝った 涙の跡を
追い掛けて 行き着いた先で
捨てられたまま 痩せこけていた
夢たちが凍えていた
時だけが残酷に過ぎて往けど
変わらない胸裏の傷愴と
変われない置いてけぼりの僕等を
過去たちが嘲笑っている
剥き出しの心は言葉と呼ぶ
雨霰に曝されて
息も絶え絶えになったこの脈を
どうかそっと暖めてくれ
その両手で暖めてくれ

Brainwash

Born as humans, to become humans
With knapsacks named tomorrow on our backs
Filled with mundane expectations
The ration lines are heavily congested
To simply be desired
To simply be chosen
My arms couldn't support it
My life has been torn apart
There's no motive to yearn for death, anyway
But there’s no point in trying to live either
That will surely never waver
Then, what do we cling to, living in the present?
Born as humans, but unable to become humans
The lines have now turned into a graveyard
The putrid smell of the future that was left behind
Reached its peak and burned down the future as well
To simply be forgiven
It’s still hard to believe
So, if I’m going to be laughed at,
I’ll lock away my life
That only being loved is everything
If you’re going to teach that lesson,
The textbooks, encyclopedias, and such,
Explain how they fill this gaping hole
That’s opened up in my chest
The tear stains that ran down my cheeks
I followed them to where they led
And found dreams that had been abandoned and left behind,
Emaciated and frozen
Time alone passes with utter cruelty,
While the wounds in my heart remain the same
And the past laughs at those of us who remain behind
Unable to change
A heart laid bare that calls out in words
Exposed to storms of rain and hail
My pulse, now barely hanging on,
Please, gently warm it
With those two hands of yours
Please, warm it with those two hands