Текст и перевод песни Nihayet - Uzerim

Uzerim

Yarani desmek istemezdim hic
Bu cektirdiklerim az senin icin pis
Yasarim icinde kaldim ben bak hapis
Kaniyor bu bir iz

Yoktu sonu bu askin hep baska yere aklim gitti
Yok ki bende hakkin bitti
Resimlerini attim gitti
Bitti imtihanim
Bitti intikamim
Bitti gitti
Yanarim o gecen zamana seninle simdi

Hickimse bilmez beni
Icimde kin tutmam
Her yapilan sey doner geri
Sana uzulemem bil

Uzerim uzerim ben
Uzerim uzerim ben
Uzerim uzerim ben
Uzerim uzerim ben

Gelemem ben, yok gelemem olamam kimsenin cebinde ben
Sen ara beni, ara beni
Ciktim yorungeden ben
Geri donmem, sen ara beni
Kayip bir paralel evrende
Silahimi cikardim ve
Vurdum seni

Yalani gec
Gerceklerin etkisine kapil
Hadi gel, cek bir nefes
Beni beni hisset o kalbinde
Gogsunde var bir kafes
Cek bir nefes
Cek bir nefes
Cek bir nefes

Sil bu beynini bir yika yika
Affedemem ben killa killa
Seninle gelemem ki sonsuza
Ben bang bang bang killa killa

Uzerim uzerim ben
Uzerim uzerim ben
Uzerim uzerim ben
Uzerim uzerim ben

Sor bir sen
Bana nasil oldun diye boyle
Sor bir sen
Hic istemem
Saklanmam saklanmam hic kimseden
Gel hadi
Onume ser, onume onume onume ser
Goremedim hic kimseyi, herkes sanki bir bir bir taklit
Secerim hep secerim secerim secerim hep
Yasadiklarim benim
Asla bir tesaduf degil

Uzerim uzerim ben
Uzerim uzerim ben
Uzerim uzerim ben
Uzerim uzerim ben

My Pain

I never wanted to hurt you
You put me through hell, and now you act like nothing ever happened
I'm trapped inside my own mind, a prisoner of your lies
These wounds will never heal

Our love was doomed from the start, my heart wandered elsewhere
You had no claim on me, yet you cling to me like a leech
I've thrown away your pictures, I'm done with this
I'm free from your torment
You won't get your revenge
It's over, it's done with
I'm burning with memories of the nights we spent together

Nobody understands the pain I'm in
I won't hold a grudge against you
But everything you do will come back to you
I can't feel sorry for you

My pain is my own
My pain is my own
My pain is my own
My pain is my own

I won't be your puppet, I'm free
You call me, I'll ignore you
I'm off course, there's no turning back
I've gone rogue, you can't find me
I'm lost in a parallel universe
I've drawn my weapon, and
I shot you

Stop with the lies
Face the consequences of your actions
Come on, take a breath
Feel my pain in your heart
There's a cage in your chest
Take a breath
Take a breath
Take a breath

Wash your brain, cleanse yourself
I can't forgive your betrayal
I can't be with you forever
I'll kill you, I'll destroy you

My pain is my own
My pain is my own
My pain is my own
My pain is my own

Ask yourself
How did you become this monster?
Ask yourself
I never wanted this
I won't hide from anyone
Come on
Show me what you have, show me your true self
I've never seen anyone so fake, everyone is just a copycat
I'll always choose myself
My experiences are my own
This is no coincidence

My pain is my own
My pain is my own
My pain is my own
My pain is my own