Текст и перевод песни OLDCODEX - My Background One

My Background One

届かなくて叶わないと
曖昧になっていく時は
憧れが膨み続けていたんだ
水飛沫は弱点を突いた
満たされることで失った物は
We're on the crossing to tracks
Get my plus side そう武器に変えて
希望にも満ちていたはずさ
Where have all blue gone？
越えて行けるはず見渡せば
声も届かないその世界で
変えていけるだろう
向かう場所を決めたなら
急降下で今すぐに
弾け飛ぶ明日への逆境さえ
My background one
この先は怖くないと
その感覚へ触れる度に
黄昏は問いかけ尽くしていたんだ
ビルの影が濃度を上げる頃
移ろいの中で探し出す物は
While we covered up our tracks
Look at my strength もう舞台の上
目前で逃してるようじゃ
Where had bitter sense gone？
何も恐れてはいないから
声を無くしても叫ぶだろう
見えていなかったんだ
強い反発抑えても
急上昇で舞い上がるさ
翻す明日がもう段状になって
消えていた
開き直れば馴れ合いの日々に
苛つき唇噛んでた
誰かじゃない自分の意志で
この手を伸ばしていく
越えて行けるはず見渡せば
声も届かないその世界で
変えていけるだろう
向かう場所を決めたなら
急降下で今すぐに
弾け飛ぶ明日への逆境さえ
My background one

My Background One

When it feels like it's impossible to reach you and your dreams are fading away
Ambiguity starts to creep in
I was blinded by my admiration for you
Your words pierced my vulnerability
What I gained in fulfillment
We're on the crossing to tracks
Get my plus side, turn it into a weapon
I should have been filled with hope
Where have all the blues gone？
If I look around, I can surely overcome it
In a world where my voice can't reach you
I can change it
If I set my mind on where I'm headed
An immediate nosedive
Even the adversity that blasts me into tomorrow
My background one
I'm not afraid of what lies ahead
Each time I touch that sensation
The twilight kept questioning me
As the shadows of buildings grow thicker
What I seek in this transition
While we covered up our tracks
Look at my strength, I'm already on stage
If I keep missing the chance right before me
Where had all the bitter senses gone？
I fear nothing
Even if I lose my voice, I'll scream
I didn't see it before
Even if I suppress the strong repulsion
I'll soar with a sudden ascent
The tomorrow that overturns me has become a staircase
It had disappeared
If I give up, I'll become complacent and accustomed to these days filled with familiarity
I bit my lip in frustration
With my own will, not someone else's
I'll reach out with this hand
If I look around, I can surely overcome it
In a world where my voice can't reach you
I can change it
If I set my mind on where I'm headed
An immediate nosedive
Even the adversity that blasts me into tomorrow
My background one